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HONESTLY AM i KISSING MYSELF HERE?



CAN I GET A HUG?

I noticed "TION" was missing from Penuel's new name in today's earlier message, so I figured I'd talk a little bit about this word that we pronounce as "shunning" and that word reads as "see how you are n."  Connecting Joshua, the J of "see how you are a" and "anachronist i c all y" which has a hidden equality connecting "time is on my side" to the two letter key for the beginning of time that is without doubt or argument "Targeted Individual."  It links to the very beginning of my story in almost exactly the same way that "Genesis" is the beginning of time; and looking back on the years of interaction I had with what I see now are probably the people who added "o:line" to trampoline as it appears they were searching for someone or something here in our sea; it is this particular event in my life that engendered a great interest in both the benefits and destructive possibilities of what I have always called "mind control" technology. 

Not to lose the reference, this "on" thing ties to Amon-Ra and The Truman Show (the very earliest writing), and a number of other Gods' names that connect "of N" to me being "on tv" in "spiritland."


I've tried to deliver to you an understanding of exactly what I see as the purpose of "Satan" here in this place; where nearly everything that I think we might use this technology to benefit from appears to be being used to cause ha'rm in the exact same way, and on top of that they appear to be predicted or highlighted in religious scripture and specifically in the Plagues of Exodus.  It's been awhile since I talked about the "blessings in disguise" that link to the word Plague--so just to throw in an old favorite example of Langolier; the word POLICE appears to be purposefully constructed as a direct connection to the "Plague of LICE" (and Rodnewhy King and Minority Report) and we might see how the letter "P" connects also to Prometheus or the movie Hackers; depending on how quickly "blessings actually appear," at least in my mind.  
It really is the purpose and meaning of the "PR" that stands for "press and release" and with some actual thought you might see how it is a kind of conditioning that would only be "necessary" if there really was a global "vote" that either was already happening subconsciously or was destined to happen... on these questions.  I want to tell you that it's pretty obvious that nobody would "want to allow a senseless murder to happen" if they could stop it; and that we are standing here in a place where it should be becoming more clear that is exactly what we are preventing from happening by delaying the disclosure that we are living in virtual reality.  Whether or not it's the result of a "hidden vote" or it's simply the "vote of no action" that we can see very clearly by what appears to be a media boycott of anything to do with actual religion that filters down all the way to your Facebook account and the fact that you yourself aren't sharing this visible proof that a message from God is explaining that we are in the Matrix; and that movie is part of the message.

Obviously it's not good that these things are happening, and stopping them goes to the heart of what I believe is the purpose of this place and this event; stopping them for all of Creation.  Even worse than them happening though, is not seeing why they are happening, to ensure that we do not delay in beginning the process of building Heaven.   Ostensibly that is what "the silence" is doing, allowing these things to continue "for no apparent reason" when it's clear that there is a remedy and that it comes through disclosure and action. 


I forgot to "link" to my very oldest writing about Atlantis and the microcosm I see relating to previous iterations of this timeline and of Heavens; so I'm including it in full here--you can see that my writing was not always this good (shehe) but still, I think it was filled with enough "pearly gems" that it should have raised eyebrows and gained attention that we have not really seen here for the last few years.  Honestly, I'm a little embarrassed when I look at my old writing; to me it feels like looking at an old "black and white movie" and I do imagine that in some time I will feel the same way about what I'm writing now--still, not writing this message and not seeing it is ... not an option.  I've described it, and the series of books I've written as a sort of "documentation of the process of Revelation" and it really is that, you can see it in what I'm saying.

http://bemessiah.wordpress.com/2015/08/31/i-found-the-afikomen-its-easter-egg-island-in-eden-here/

I FOUND THE AFIKOMEN, IT'S EASTER EGG ISLAND IN EDEN

Easter Island is a joke.  It's a "matrix" and Windows 95 mashup… The hidden afikomen of Easter is proof creation is "computer-like."  It's a light link, like many others that join the "software world" filled with pertinent Biblical connections (Ellison, Gate, Bezos…wake up the names are all Biblical) to "a Biblical creation" the "Easter Eggs" are Biblical ideas informatively jumping off the pages of the book into our Abiblical world.  A number of these exist, today I am going to share a few examples with you and ask for your help in finding more.  Finding them is a key to lighting the messages of the Bible, as Sam Beckett would do "setting right what was wrong on purpose"  in the book.  I have a number of "private keys," links where some of these eggs and my personal life join together to clarify a story, reveal hidden information, and show that both Adam and religion serve an informative purpose of reflecting and highlighting important points of creation.  Both myself, and Christianity in particular, are a sort of guide and walk through of the Apocalypse… a Zaggat for creation.

Many of these "abiblical highlights" also bring common idioms poignantly into view… one that comes to mind is "don't shoot the messenger," subconstiously instructing the world how to treat Jesus Christ upon his return.  (To ilucidate a possible reason why Christ says "the world hated me before they hated you" pointing out that maybe a Jovovich/this Element/Jean D'Arc hotness comment is appropriate to get to know the personality of Christ). The phrase "no man is an island" also refers to Christ personified biblically as the lonely man Esau who has now become an island and a kingdom of one; Edom.   The "New American Standard" here is a second "Easter Island Egg" just off NASsau.   On an island called Paradise is a Temple… I"m referring to the hotel called Atlantis built by a man named Solomon K.  Whether this hotel popped out of a biblical Solomon's Temple or the record in the Bible (and Jerusalem) is a sort of micro world representation and a matter of perspective.  In my view, both are the work of "creation," simultaneous in an alinear way (sure the hotel was built after the book, but… what about the etymology of Nassau?. The history of the idiom – creation is intricate) more to the point, both are telling us a "hidden something" — both are metaphors for a heavenly kingdom.  Woven into the works of religion and Eden itself is a sort of syslog for all of creation, the heavens, our history, all hidden in plain sight.  To fly off on a wild tangent "Solomon" links to "Mormon" the morning after the 7 days of creation — the day of God sacrificial fire — hey Shavout is a Monday this year — Han Solo to the free masons, you might be creations record of sim-earth like builders of heaven asking when Solomon was 'Solo?" Our walk through records a number of "exit strategies" for creation, one is heaven… Dave Matthews' "big door in the sky" and one is Mars, lit by Phillip K Dick's Total Recall, the Spin Doctor's Prince of Rocket, and a red iron covered learning experience.  Negative energy an terraforming aside.. sorry I am rusty at being apocalyptic… and skinny dipping in a pool in a Hollywood basement.

Neither "on earth" nor in the "heavens" we now find that the biblical heaven is all around us… " neither here nor there," an idiom now dancing with"heaven is a place on earth" and the maloviously illogical name "heaven" for a place we'd probably like to be a space like home.

So, if my memory serves me correctly "Solomon's Temple" was destroyed twice, nearly rebuilt by Julian and now the site houses the "Do me of the Rock" buy Eden is a rockin' place.  All night I partied, the day I figured out this might have something to do with God and the Big Bang.  Taylor? Nanna? Janet? Mommy wow, I'm a big kid now.  That's "For Non-Blonds" for a good count on Eve's five.

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Back to my personal life, paralleling the history of heaven in "Solomon's Temple" I have in my lifetime taken three iconic trips to the Ba ha mas (look: father and son (see Horus and Isaac), and Christmas) once as a small child, with my mother Melissa Eve, my father Ivan, and my brother Seth… before Atlantis was built.  Once as a secret honeymoon with my ex wife Nanna Rose whose name resembles Inanna and face resembles Mary… and once in 2013 at "the beginning" of "my Apocalypse…" during Junkanoo, I mean Christmas, wait… it was Easter 2014… I mean Passover.  Now might be a good time to wonder aloud, why it is that nobody seems to connect Samael's Plague of Killing the First Born with God's retribution for the killing of his baby Christ.  We seem to miss obvious clues like the linking of 4-d time travel to 40 years in the desert expanding from 40 days at sea… it's like a wilderness of not realizing God is saving us from erasing Marty McFly's parents marriage.  There are many other links, like the Apple of Eden and the Honies of America reminding us of a traditional Passover Dish… Ha'Rose-ettes.  It might surprise you, that when the Doors stopped singing "Riders on the Storm" and the Plague of Darkness is finally lifted… we will finally see Morisson rising… the very first sonrise.

And the parallel of the three trips and three temples, we hear in our "aperfect creation" have the number 3 -ish Atlantii:  One in Reno, Nassau, and now in Dubai.  Symbolism here might reference wars or separation… something like the Crusades… or the walls of Jericho… Creation might be telling us… that perspective on time and communication might cue the question "when a tree pauses, in a decision forest… does it build a hotel or pyramid in syslog Eden?"

If you are still reading, I'd appreciate if you would share this post on every social media you can.  It is something like a sermon, from the man who unsealed Exodus as a latter day guide to averting Darth Vader, slavery and the Hidden Empire that demolished Rome ad'eKaLor.$*L Spicy, to the Calor of the Sun – GitBook (read, I'm Moses, Messiah of sea to shinning sea) and now continue with a "new test…meant walk through" of creation, and salvation in Jesus' likeness.  On the other hand, I have 7 Golden Lamp Stands linking to Exodus an unsealing of Revelation at my blog Creation, Reaction, Cosplay… Koran

Moving on, we have a Tower of Babel popping out of the ground and leaning  in Pisa  pointing up and forward, to Heaven and the future, like the signs of Mars and Sagittarius… the key to a holy name, a Fischer King, and Hooty and the Blowfish here our literary transition from the bible to Eden hits the ships computer's universal translator on Star Trek and Bing translate at roughly the same time. It's probably worth noting that a significant portion of the proof of creation that is the Apocalypse of Adam, deals with language being truly gifted by Prometheus… proven in large part through anachronistic biblical references between English and Hebrew.  The fact that Judaism contains hidden references to the life of Christ from the hair of Samson, and the "Ha" of Horus, Isaac and Abraham, is intentional and enlightening.  Two more examples for good measure, to satisfy that "hunger for the great light" that might be good and right even after time, or might transition from Genesis to Revelation as if from sea to shinning sea…a link to the sparkling sea of Dave Matthews' Christmas song, and Seth, Eve, and Adam in Eden's Sea of Three apocalypticly showing that all holy water is people… all the way to the multitude of Revelation.

Add in the Egyptian Plague of Water to Blood, and Eden's family might clue us in to the Holy Grail of Revelation:  That the heart of God's spirit, Shekinah… is kin… superimposed with Allah… that's the "All Humanity" of Revelation's multitude and the eveRYone of Eden.  Eve is "our why" humanity is one big family… and this is one apocalyptic shedding of God's graceful light.

From Adam Christ to all of humanity, God speaks to me, I am a living key to salvation… today I fight imprisonment by a government who assuredly knows who I am… face hampered communication, and now disappearing web sites…because of a war on social self destruction, being waged against the status quo by God himself.  The final example is to point out the naming of a Genesis like animal called Carnivore that might represent a censor wall here in America,  that links directly to the Great Wall of China, the Wailing Wall, and the Berlin Wall.  Hear the lion of Judah roar this is the wall of Jericho and I will bring it to its knees.  Censorship and slavery will be destroyed by God, we will be delivered from Evil, and the Shofar sounds S0nrise tonight.  God is laying down the law for Shavuot, this year.

So Taylor, what do you get when you intersect Philip K Dick, John Hancock, Yankee Doodle, and the Pretty Reckless logo with the Washington Monument, the Statue of David and Adam in Eden?

Remember, God is waging a war on the status quo.  I am his Tool.


ROCK YOU LIKE A HURACAN
W H O  R A ? SEE AN.

It's got something to do with Tommy Lee Jones and the Nintendo Entertainment System.  Frankly if you are still thinking "coincidence" you be blind.  It's got something to do with reading "To'kra backwards, and with seeing "gold" and Goa'uld.  It means "c the light," and then if you missed it, turn around and look, it's right here.  This very special "d" right before our eyes is the "creator's lighthidden in darkness; and I'm not going to let us fail to see that it means "freedom" for both you, and for me.

 
k is "see the l" coming from the future
Believe me, this message is not the delusion; your inability to see it clearly is.  And that's telling, because you are smart people.
Just like this "K guy" below, and just like Prometheus, Epimetheus, and Deucalion; we see a similar "Trinity" of "creator guys" is ancient Egypt... they're called Atum-Ra, P'tah, and the "green the behind the ears" Osiris.  You might connect them to me, St. Peter, and to Jesus Christ; or you might still be blind as a bat.  I'm telling you these things for a reason, because I know we've been here before, and I know the fact that we are here again means we didn't "win" those times... because I don't think anyone in their right mind would want to dothis again and again.  I'm showing you connections between these stories and the people in my lives because they are proof that the last time we were here, it was someone just like me telling you something almost the same.  If you don't think you reacted the same way then, you aren't seeing why you lost.

So the story of "Atum" says he's busy "putting the finishing touches on Creation," and here we are wondering if the finishing touches are taking over the Universe, destroying liberty, and hiding the truth from eternity--what you seem to be trying to do-- or the opposite.  

So you wanna know why I'm a dick?  Let's start with the fact that your timeline is torturing me, and I am reading that it's not the first time--and telling you it's the last.  I've spent thousands and thousands of dollars and hours trying to deliver a message to the world that does nothing but give you freedom, but deliver the power to seize our destiny together, and to build Heaven--and everything I see around me is trying to hide it.  Get off your lazy asses and do something, get me on TV.   Honestly what is it that is stopping you, are you scared to change the world?  Do you think the people around you want to live in darkness, in a place where they are literally being made blind--the logic circuits in our brains are being broken... so that you can perpetuate Hell.  It's a sad picture, this message that tells us people starve for no reason, and that sickness and death are being simulated... it doesn't mean enough to you.  This thing you are perpetuating is not a game, and to the people that are needlessly blind, to the people that can't walk, to the people that feel pain and hunger every day there's a much bigger problem here than whether or not you think that your kids should still believe in the Tooth Fairy.

I personally believe that this place is telling us that it is "popular opinion" that changes the world; it is the reaction to this message, but more than that it's our discussion, it's our cries of "this should not happen again" that changes a W to an N and that's the "win."  Not going back to try to do it better, that's the win.  Seeing that individually, we would--each and every one of us--do something to fix these problems if we the power... and today, this moment, despite seeing that we do have the power to change the world we are still battling with whether or not something that is clear as day and night should be hidden from the world--and kept in the back of your minds.  

Light my motherfucking fire.  God is screaming for all of us to see "Simulation" and to see "road to Heaven;" he's given us a map of what he thinks we should do, how we might do it well, and more than enough to "talk about."   You do not have a choice, none of you have a choice; this is the truth, and it's staring you in the face every day--I think you should screaming. just like I am.

This letter "K" means more to me than just the one after J, it's the end of the word "Ark" and seeing the light is the end of darkness.  In "kermit" you can liken that to "k to r" from the end to the heart of Creation... and see it's because of the movie Sneakers, because of "I want peace on Earth and goodwill towards men."  Adam to Earth, this is why.

Adam to MIT, it's not a coincidence.  You have what you need to turn the Tower of Babel into proof, use it.



What do you think of "f-art?"

I don't know who you think you are kidding, but you are not protecting your children from the "penis game" that they all play, thanks to f-art (at fan, fanatic, and fanatical... pull my finger and think "hand of God," oh, that's not "a riot").  So here's you, "dark USA" encoded thousands of years ago in the annals of Greek mythology, Hi, Medusa.

Middle Eastern mythology

Canaanite mythology

  • Ishat, Phoenician fire and drought goddess slain by Anat[4]

That shit is funny, right? (Hate you Eshton, btw <3)
  

K'awiil

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
K'awiil effigy cast from Tikal
K'awiil, in the Post-Classic codices corresponding to God K, is a Maya deity identified with lightning, serpents, fertility and maize. He is characterized by a zoomorphic head, with large eyes, long, upturned snout and attenuated serpent tooth.[1] A torch, stone celt, or cigar, normally emitting smoke, comes out of his forehead, while a serpent leg represents a lightning bolt. In this way, K'awiil personifies the lightning axe both of the rain deity and of the king as depicted on his stelae.

Narratives and scenes

Lightnings play a crucial role in tales dealing with the creation of the world and its preparation for the advent of mankind. In the cosmogony of the Popol Vuh, three Lightning deities identified with the 'Heart of the Sky' (among whom Huraqan 'One-Leg') create the earth out of the primordial sea, and people it with animals. Bolon Dzacab plays an important, if not very clear role in the cosmogonical myth related in the Book of Chilam Balam of Chumayel, where he is identified with wrapped-up seeds.[4] The rain gods or their lightnings once opened up the Maize Mountain, making the maize seeds available to mankind.

Functions

The illustrated katun cycle of the Paris Codex suggests that the presentation of the head of K'awiil – perhaps holding the promise of 'Innumerable Generations' – was part of the king's ritual inauguration and accession to the throne. K'awiil not only embodied the king's war-like lightning power, but also his power to bring agricultural prosperity to his subjects: The Lightning deity was a god of agricultural abundance, and of the maize and cacao seeds in particular. Therefore, he is often depicted with a sack of grains, sometimes accompanied by the expression hun yax(al) hun k'an(al) 'abundance'.[5]

Huracan

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Huracan[1] (/ˈhʊrəkənˈhʊrəˌkɑːn/SpanishHuracánMayan: Hunraqan, "one legged"), often referred to as U K'ux Kaj, the "Heart of Sky",[2] is a K'iche' Maya god of windstormfire and one of the creator deities who participated in all three attempts at creating humanity.[3] He also caused the Great Flood after the second generation of humans angered the gods. He supposedly lived in the windy mists above the floodwaters and repeatedly invoked "earth" until land came up from the seas.
His name, understood as 'One-Leg', suggests god K of Postclassic and Classic Maya iconography, a deity of lightning with one human leg,[4] and one leg shaped like a serpent. God K is commonly referred to as Bolon Tzacab and K'awiil or Kauil. The name may ultimately derive from huracan, a Carib word,[5] and the source of the words hurricane and orcan (European windstorm). Huracan also helped destroy the manikins, the results of their second try. Huracan sent dogs and turkeys into the manikin's homes proclaiming revenge for the dogs and turkeys slain and eaten. Also, frying pans, mortars, pestles, and even stones came alive. The frying pans complained about their mouths being filled with ash and declared that they will be treated as them. The mortars complained about being banged with a pestle every day and that they will be beaten by pestles as their punishment. The pestles complained about their mouths being filled with grain each and every day. Finally, the stones shot out of the fireplace crushing the helpless manikins. Some sought refuge in trees but fell off after the branches shook them down. Some sought refuge in caves, but huge boulders closed the entrance entombing them forever. Some say you can still hear their sad wails to this day. The survivors ran into the forest and were chased by Huracan and the dogs and turkeys. They ran day and night until they could not go on. Huracan was pleased that there was no more manikins and so he walked until he found a field full of corn. He and Gúcumatz,the plumed serpent, handed the corn to Xmucane, who mixed corn with water to make dough. Out of this dough they made four men, Jaguar Quitze, Jaguar Night, Not Right Now and Dark Jaguar. Humans used to be able to do anything, fly, see oceans from far away, and inside rocks. Huracan clouded their vision so that they couldn't see so far. Huracan also sent Hunahpu and Xbalanque on their missions and presided over the decapitation of Zipacna the earth monster.
Related deities are Tohil in K'iche mythology, Bolon Tzacab in Yucatec mythology, Cocijo iZapotec mythology, and Tlaloc in Aztec mythology. 

Hemera

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
In Greek mythology Hemera (/ˈhɛmərə/Ancient GreekἩμέρα [hɛːméra] "day") was the personification of day and one of the Greek primordial deities. She is the goddess of the daytime and, according to Hesiod, the daughter of Erebus and Nyx (the goddess of night).[1] Hemera is remarked upon in Cicero's De Natura Deorum, where it is logically determined that Dies(Hemera) must be a god, if Uranus is a god.[2] The poet Bacchylides states that Nyx and Chronos are the parents, but Hyginus in his preface to the Fabulae mentions Chaos as the mother/father and Nyx as her sister.
She was the female counterpart of her brother and consort, Aether (Light), but neither of them figured actively in myth or cult. Hyginus lists their children as Uranus, Gaia, and Thalassa (the primordial sea goddess), while Hesiod only lists Thalassa as their child.


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So, what would you like to do in Holodeck Heaven?
 
honestly, even in the shadow you can tell Shrek has his clothes on.
הַלֵּילוֹת
What?  Try not to stone me.


Targeted Individuals

I write an awful lot about this group, who I am msyelf sure are witnessing or experiencing the Tribulation, and in this place where God has said he would use all of the negative attacks for good purposes--it is clear that "the purpose" of forcing a large body of people to write about hidden mind control technology and it's relationship to the government and to religion is to expose the existence and the active use of this "tool" to ensure that it is not used to cause slavery or for other nefariousness and that we can begin to use it to help make our soicety happier and healthier.

It is very clear to me, and to this group of victims that they are not schizophrenic, as the attack delivers intelligent and verifiable information that clearly shows it is not the result of "internal stimulus."  Any real study of my work will prove that beyond doubt.

(the remainder of this message is copied verbatim from RationalWiki)


Some dare call it
Conspiracy
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What THEY don't want
you to know!
Sheeple wakers
Putting the psycho in
Parapsychology
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Men who stare at goats
By the powers of tinfoil
""DO NOT TAKE ANY MEDICATIONS UNLESS COMPLETELY NECESSARY!
—The Targeted Individuals United Association advises on the situation.[Note 1][1]
"Targeted Individual" (TI) is an umbrella term coined by troubled unfortunates and paranoid cranks who insist that they are all, individually, on the receiving end of a massive covert harassment conspiracy of highly convoluted malignant intent. As is to be expected (because paranoid delusions respect no borders), TIs are found around the world—from North America and Western Europe[2][3][4] to Asia.[5]
The vast majority of TIs consider themselves to be victims of inchoate, ongoing and relentless "touchless torture" plots. The nature of these alleged "attacks" varies among TIs but generally involves some combination of asinine drama with pseudoscientific flummery and/or improbable, coordinated malicious actions. This all includes: microwaves,[6] "psychotronics"[7] (basically a variety of hypothetical electronic [8] weaponry[9]), secret mind control,[10] actively enforced "gangstalking",[11] "remote sexual abuse",[12] surgical insertion of alien implants[Note 2][13] and even reptilian involvement.[Note 3][13]

Wait, what?[edit]

Predictably, TIs identify the usual suspects as their belligerents, ranging from various governments and NGOs to large corporations. Unsurprisingly, most TIs deny that anyone in the movement suffers from mental illness, and many emphatically insist that psychiatric care or medication are actually the vehicles for the malevolent plot(s) directed against them.[1] Misidentifying oneself as a TI is, thankfully, a rare occurrence, due to the highly unusual, esoteric diagnostic criteria, for:
""The most visible and common TI-symptom, especially in the first stages when the attacks are uncontrolable [sic] and the body has not coped with them yet, are the red eyes.
—The Targeted Individuals United Association[14]
But it doesn't stop with blood shot eyes from getting wasted when "they" target you:
""Fibromyalgia, anyone? Cancer? Autism? Rheumatoid Arthritis? Osteo Arthritis? Migraines? MS? Incontinence? Infertility? Strokes? Heart Attacks? Pulmonary dysfunction? Bronchitis? Sudden onset of any disease? Recurring colds and flu? Narcolepsy or insomnia? All this and more, brought to you in Silence by Electronic Warfare weapons, and by covert operatives working quietly in your neighborhood.
—Self-diagnosed TI "Ramola D"[15]
Whatever the illness, from the annoying to the life-threatening, the initiated understand that health problem are almost always the result of the dastardly cabal's promiscuously aiming electronic weapons at them. Clearly, many diseases could be eradicated — oh if only everyone rose up against the nefarious machinations.

Examining the TI narrative[edit]

""I believe I've been under surveillance 24/7 for the last seven years, and I do recieve these—at times—painful shocks to my body, they're like the- they shocked me in the testicles, enough to make me flinch!
—Phil Marie, targeted individual[16] and host of Wake Up America[17]
Despite frenzied efforts from the TI movement to be taken seriously via the appearance of scientific pursuit and weaving in actual reasonable concerns (regarding the NSA and related issues vis-a-vis other government and corporate surveillance), the TI take on all of this is just tossed in as part of the word salad that is the crank TI narrative.
As with any movement not using established empirical methods for determining its fact base, the narrative given by different sub-groups and indeed various individual adherents often differ on fundamental points (as every TI is able, and even encouraged, to apply their particular viewpoint on the overarching context). Regardless, TI narratives generally share the same fatal points which utterly fail at describing purported (non)events convincingly, or even plausibly.
The below analyzed text is taken from typical summary of the TI experience from the Targeted Individuals United Association:[1]
Targeted Individuals United Association RationalWiki response
Psychiatrists have an easy ride with T.I.s No health professional has an even remotely "easy ride" when dealing with any patient who is under the delusion that they are actively "being targeted" in some malignant way.
The sheer amount of varying diagnostic criteria that the typical TI might have makes deciding the individual place of said TI in the paranoid-schizoid-delusional spectrumWikipedia's W.svg hard to nail down, especially as the symptoms of psychotic disorders can fluctuate in intensity and duration over time, and in response to external stimuli. Similar to the manner in which a person with bipolar disorder can shift from manic to depressive states, a person with a psychotic disorder can alternate between lucid, clear thinking states and paranoid, delusional states of varying intensity. These different states may persist over long periods, or may cycle rapidly. This, along with the comorbidity of other psychiatric disorders common to the TI population, can make diagnosis and treatment very difficult.
TIs' descriptions of mental health professionals tend to depict them as "emotionally predatory" in providing their expert opinion on these diagnostic issues, issues residing at the core of their professional scope of practice.

The uncanny claims and weird explanations to a so-called "normal" or "stable" human being may obviously seem abnormally strange or weird but the joke in this is; ALL Psychiatrists know of or have some extensive knowledge regarding 'targeted individuals'. TI's themselves, then, do not contest the weirdness and implausibility of their world view. They simply ride their bizarre conviction of what is going instead of seeking professional treatment. The TI narrative also stands as a firm reminder that mental illness is not an indictment of the proponent's intelligence (unlike creationism); in fact the more fantasy proneWikipedia's W.svg spectra of mental illness are powerfully correlated with intelligence—and, indeed, with the popular conception of "genius". This also helps explain the sometimes quite sophisticated weave of absolute crank nonsense produced by TIs in their effort to vocalize what is often a condition of mental illness. It is, of course, correct that all psychiatrists know of, or have some extensive knowledge regarding TI. You cannot attend even a weekend long seminar in psychiatry without at least touching upon the spectra of psychotic and delusional conditions that the TI movement is a product of.

We know this as initially The 'Diagnostic Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders' was created by Nazi Behavioral Scientists with the hopes of covering up the tests and the unwitting scientific experiments/studies to be conducted on human beings (now still conducted by the likes of Psychiatrists and Neural-Scientists)! The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders was not created by "NaziBehavioral Scientists". As it says right on the cover, it was created by the American Psychiatric Association, and it first came out in 1952. It is a little-known fact that America fought against the Nazis in World War II and that they were defeated in 1945. So unless all their psychiatrists fled to America and infiltrated the top ranks of the APA's committees, this is blatantly impossible.

MK Ultra Program; The roots of modern Mind Kontrol (New Phoenix Program, Project MEDUSA or Monark etc.) as we know it; straying from Nazi Germany camps during the second World War, now migrated all the way into the heart of the west i.e.; America's C.I.A, (often pronounced See-er), NSA and British Intelligence M.I.#5-6, SIS with their (HAARP) energy weapons developments. Pseudohistory in full Gish gallop. Also, spelling "mind control" with a "K" is an unsophisticated attempt to make the TI mishmash of overstated tropes seem more serious and scary.

Experiments which are believed to have been originally started by the Communist Russia's KGB and other third World communist governments during the Cold War (Black Op factions of today) to control and slow-kill opposition covertly. Psychiatry was created to disguise these Mind Control programs, their Statistical manual alone has over 4 or 5 versions each time increasing the symptoms and diagnosis for illnesses such as; Schizophrenia, Bi-Polar, depression etc. Absolute historical revisionist garbage. Psychiatry was not founded in response to mind control programs, Soviet or otherwise. The phrase "control and slow-kill opposition covertly" is incomprehensible, never mind in this given context of supposed "Black OpWikipedia's W.svg factions". Additionally, the expression "third world" makes no sense here, as the term explicitly refers toWikipedia's W.svg neutral and non-aligned nations (which are often less-developed than the West), not to communist nations—during the Cold War.

Theoretically this is labelling us ALL as mentally ill people, this ensures that ANYONE, (Target or not) can become a Victim; discredited and made a test guinea-pig for ease of Mind-control and drug experimentation'; there-upon they can introduce and forcibly implement the usage and consumption of 'so-called' Anti-depressants and 'Anti-Psychotic' type medications (which are merely submissive hallucinogenics containing harsh chemicals and mild LSDs—which i might add, have very damaging effects on our bodies and mind!). "Harsh chemicals and mild LSDs".

DO NOT TAKE ANY MEDICATIONS UNLESS COMPLETELY NECESSARY! The TI movement in a nutshell. And its danger to those of fragile mental or physical health is obvious. Also, real doctors don't write exclusively in allcaps, kids.

Instead I suggest people take natural herbs and healthier alternatives i.e. St. Johns Worts, Ginseng, Green tea, Ginko biloboa [sic], Vitamins, Minerals and Amino-Acid supplements etc. These can be far more beneficial to the health of the anatomy and can adequately re-balance the mind of ANY humans or even animal regardless how extreme their supposed illness (should they have a genuine mental illness). This is not how anything works. A standard appeal to nature.

I also recommend people refrain from watching to much Television and Media propaganda or basing themselves amidst the company of negative peoples and troubling situations, also try to avoid recreational drugs and overdosing on alcohol consumption. Drugs and Alcohol can trigger imbalances in the brain and create an en-masse of unnatural emotions that can likely leave you feeling depressed, vulnerable, lethargic and/or easily manipulated and insecure. Well ok, the establishment media is pretty much garbage. Nevertheless, in the TI context avoiding all news services and sensible, science-based articles on psychiatry and mental illness would not seem like an especially good idea here.

This Psychotronic Satellite harassment and constant influx of frequencies passing through all of our bodies daily can potentially strip the body of natural hormonal chemicals and substances needed for healthier living or can suppress the immune system to induce illness, so re-balancing is compulsory! The crank term "psychotronic" is lifted from the pseudoscience field of parapsychology. Subscription to this term, as presented and meant by TIs, is regarded by experts as being symptomatic of literal delusion.[8]

Kernel of reality feeding them[edit]


They LiveWikipedia's W.svg, a 1988 documentary film about the Targeted Individual phenomenon.
TI hysteria is buttressed by the existence, past and present, of some actually nefarious or dubious programs and weapons or weapons research. Their written laments are replete with references to MKULTRACOINTELPRO, and various government and corporate weapons programs (along with more benign military programs unrelated to surveillance, such as HAARP). The paranoia was further fed by Edward Snowden's revelations about the global surveillance undertaken by the NSA and its counterparts in allied countries, although some TI's dismiss Snowden as a "false flag" or "limited hangout" operation given that none of his revealed NSA documents point to the targeting of individuals for touchless torture, gangstalking, and all that jazz.[18]
Concern—even alarm—about the NSA's global surveillance apparatus and its impact on civil liberties is an entirely rational position. So is outrage over COINTELPRO, and activism to avoid repeat performances from the FBI and other Big Brother agencies. But, to understate, the TI movement is not characterized by such rational interests and justified fears.
As revealed by the Snowden leaks in 2013, only small fraction of Internet users are actually placed under surveillance,[19] although the productivity of doing so is questionable.[20] For your boring Joe, their NSA's database entry is flushed every two or thirty days (because it's a waste of resources); however, if an individual is under suspicion, then the collected data is held indefinitely. Anyone found searching up Tails or Tor is added to a list indefinitely to be placed under surveillance.[19][21] This falls under the assumption that these people have something to hide.

JTRIG[edit]

Of the many Snowden NSA revelations, none got TIs more excited than Glenn Greenwald's reporting on the Joint Threat Research Intelligence Group, or JTRIG. This (reprehensible and actually alarming) program undertaken by the British version of the NSA, and in partnership with them, involves;
Among the core self-identified purposes of JTRIG are two tactics: (1) to inject all sorts of false material onto the internet in order to destroy the reputation of its targets; and (2) to use social sciences and other techniques to manipulate online discourse and activism to generate outcomes it considers desirable. To see how extremist these programs are, just consider the tactics they boast of using to achieve those ends: "false flag operations" (posting material to the internet and falsely attributing it to someone else), fake victim blog posts (pretending to be a victim of the individual whose reputation they want to destroy), and posting "negative information" on various forums.[22]
Especially resonating with TI's, and fueling their paranoia, is that:
Under the title "Online Covert Action", the document details a variety of means to engage in "influence and info ops" as well as "disruption and computer net attack," while dissecting how human beings can be manipulated using "leaders," "trust," "obedience" and "compliance"... The documents lay out theories of how humans interact with one another, particularly online, and then attempt to identify ways to influence the outcomes—or "game" it...[22]
This all "confirms" what "they" are doing to the poor TIs. JTRIG explains why they do not know whom to trust even among themselves, because, you see, "many" TI web sites and individuals are actually disinformation peddlers planted by "them":
Anyone who has spent any time searching online for information about the kind of domestic counterintelligence operations (and vigilante operations by corrupt cops and former cops) described in this website, has seen a lot of disinformation – even if it was not recognized as such. The vast majority of websites purporting to be efforts to expose "organized stalking," "gang stalking," "targeted individuals," etc., are in fact, government websites intended to give the impression that all claims about such stalking are delusional.[23]
As a result of this intense interest in JTRIG, TIs began to deeply infest Greenwald's comments section, certain they had found a receptive home. Typical of their prodigious ranting were such gems as:
The torturers have pumped my legs and arms so full of nanodevices where the legs and the feet have now become grossly bloated. They then remotely mobilize the devices to simulate large crawling insects. Excite nerve endings, at will. The right eye, the entire left face, entire left side of head, left eyebrow, all eject clouds of high velocity, highly vibrational nanocrystal fibres into the air from deep within. The pain and discomfort are unspeakable. Nanodevices are vibrating in cervical lymph nodes at will. And nerve pain endings are excited all night.
Eventually, all of these tragic, pitiable people had to be banned[Note 4] because they were taking over the discussions in nearly every NSA related article. This, of course, simply convinced them that Snowden, and his chosen journalist, Greenwald, are both "false flags" actually operating for "them".

Are they all lunatics?[edit]


If these grave and mysterious symptoms appear, cease taking all medication and start reading David Icke's books!
Not necessarily all TIs—though probably many—clearly suffer from mental illness in a clinical sense. A former national security reporter for the Washington Post, Sharon Weinberger, has provided in-depth coverage of the TI phenomenon.[24] As she noted in an interview about her work:
Human experience is not clear-cut, and phantom pains, voices, and feelings of being watched or followed are all a part of this experience. Many, many people will experience fleeting auditory hallucinations in their lives. Who hasn't had the feeling of "being watched?"
I think that what we are seeing is a continuum of human experience that ranges from the common to uncommon: Common might be: "I think my neighbor is watching me"; to what some regard as kooky but not psychotic: "I was kidnapped by aliens"; and finally to what many regard as psychotic ("The government is controlling my mind")
Maybe we shouldn't be so quick to judge what's "psychotic." I do think dismissing everyone who believes in mind control as schizophrenic is a mistake-not because I believe they are victims of mind control-but because I feel that's too simplistic.[25]
Weinberger points out that not all TI's report the more extreme symptoms, and auditory hallucinations may have neurological causes that are not yet well understood. It can be hard to know where eccentricity ends and clinical mental illness begins. The voices, the sense of being watched, of being physically molested, have been reported throughout human history and ascribed to the causative agents popularly feared at the time, e.g., demons, aliens, and now government weapons and surveillance. Perhaps many TIs are trying to make sense of genuine experiences in the terms their culture makes available to them.
Some TIs are successful professionals, and many have decent marriages and other relationships. The renowned African-American writer Gloria Naylor[Note 5] published a memoir in 2005 setting forth what she describes as being targeted by the U.S. government for surveillance, harassment and "mind control."[26] She did see a psychiatrist and consider that she could be having psychotic episodes, but anti-psychotic medication did not stop the voices or the sense that she was being watched and stalked.
Certainly TI symptoms can do serious damage to people's lives. Weinberger interviewed a young medical doctor, anesthesiologist Ed Moore, who discontinued practicing medicine, and his initially supportive wife eventually filed for divorce. Moore was hospitalized with depression and auditory hallucinations, but no treatment—including medication—alleviated his sensation of being harassed with "electronic voices." He eventually took comfort in the support he believes he found at online TI message boards, but states he is skeptical of "wacky claims" from some of his fellow targets.

Views of mental health professionals[edit]

Already in 2008, psychologists and psychiatrists were concerned about the burgeoning TI phenomenon. The Internet's midwifing TIs into communities was something new in the field and needed examination.
Dr. Ralph Hoffman, a psychiatry professor at Yale who studies delusions, said a growing number of his research subjects have told him of visiting mind-control sites, and finding in them confirmation of their own experiences. "The views of these belief systems are like a shark that has to be constantly fed," Dr. Hoffman said. "If you don't feed the delusion, sooner or later it will die out or diminish on its own accord. The key thing is that it needs to be repetitively reinforced." That is what the Web sites do, he said.[27]
The problem that presents, though, is that when enough people share a delusion, medical science has said it ceases to be one. Psychologist Vaughan Bell has researched the effect of the Internet on mental illness and has concluded that TI sites are "likely psychotic." However:
The extent of the community, Dr. Bell said, poses a paradox to the traditional way delusion is defined under the diagnostic guidelines of the American Psychiatric Association, which says that if a belief is held by a person's "culture or subculture," it is not a delusion.
But even if the TI sites are psychotic, is that so bad? Bell isn't sure. "Things like social support, all of these positive social aspects are very good for people's mental illness," he said. "I wouldn't say it's entirely and completely positive, but it can be positive." Dr. Ken Duckworth, the medical director for the National Alliance on Mental Illness, observes: "This is a very complex little corner. Some people may find it's healing, but these are really hard questions. The Internet isn't a cause of mental illness, it's a complicating new variable."

Myron May, Targeted Individual[edit]

Little doubt exists that Myron May was mentally ill before he was shot dead by Florida police in November of 2014. In the course of a gun-toting rampage at the Florida State University library, May shot and wounded three before law enforcement ended both him and his shooting spree (an occasion where law enforcement's shooting an African-American male wasn't especially controversial).[28]
May had belonged to a Facebook group called "Targeted Individuals International." A week before he gunned down people at FSU May had left a voicemail for one of his fellow TIs, claiming, "I am currently being cooked in my chair. I devised a scheme where I was going to expose this once and for all and I really need you." He added: "I do not want to die in vain." An hour before the shooting he sent an email to this same TI, stating, "I've been getting hit with the direct energy weapon in my chest all evening. It hurts really bad right now."
Formerly a high-powered employment lawyer in Texas, May left a lucrative career representing management for a smaller firm on the side of labor—because he didn't want to help corporations.[29] Then he tried his hand at criminal defense as a public defender in New Mexico. A month before his shooting rampage, May had been a successful and respected associate trial attorney in the felony division of the Third Judicial District Attorney's Office in Las Cruces, NM.
May's former girlfriend from New Mexico—Danielle Nixon, a physician—said he'd recently had a mental health evaluation and she'd been concerned about his increasingly erratic behavior and eventually would only meet him in public places. Nixon said May had seen a therapist who was not alarmed: "My honest feeling is because Myron was a lawyer and he was high functioning, people overestimated him. They didn't think he was as sick as he was." In September of 2014, May checked himself into a mental health unit which released him only four days later.
Nixon continued to worry about May after breaking up with him, and when he showed up at her apartment she called police who reported: "Myron has recently developed a severe mental disorder. Myron believes that the police are after him and are bugging his phone and car, as well as placing cameras in his home and car." Additionally, May was sending packages to friends to "warn" them of the attackers who were after him. In early October 2014, May resigned from the prosecutor's office, to the surprise of his co-workers.
Later in October May made his way to Florida and a month later committed the FSU shooting which ended his own torment—with the "help" of local cops. Many TIs, however, regard May as a martyr, one who was "murdered, forced to defend the world from our tyrannical government."[30]

The only actual "targeting" going on[edit]

""For those suffering from psychotronic attacks, you need a defense system. Defend yourself from remote EEG by covering your head with an aluminum beanie. Make sure to wear a cotton cap below (I use the lightweight chemotherapy caps). The aluminum foil beanie should cover the frontal, temporal and parietal lobe, as you want to cover your speech and auditory areas of the brain. To defend yourself from heart rate monitoring, hang a personal Quwave defender from your neck. Recommend buying a couple of safety vests and coating the insides with 6 layers of aluminum foil (the reflective sides out). Then sow the safety vests together, against each other.
Instructions on usage from someone who actually bought the QuWave Defender[31]
The population identifying as "Targeted Individuals" is actually being targeted—not by evil government or other forces—but by enterprising hucksters and scam artists who exploit the fear and ignorance of these often unstable unfortunates.
There are various products purporting to protect TI's from remote mind control invasion, for example, the "QuWave Defender." For a mere $297, TIs can acquire a "personal defender" unit that will supposedly protect them from "Electronic harassment, mind control, V2K, psychic or HAARP". Or, if they're willing to dip into the kids' tuition fund, TIs can obtain a "powerful briefcase defender" for the bargain price of $1150.[32] This amazing product has been sold on Amazon,[33] with an accompanying product description loaded with enough crank buzzwords to fill several pseudoscience bingo cards:
Protection for Targeted Individuals from Electronic Harassment and Psychotronic Attacks caused by ELF, HAARP, Implants, Microwaves, Psychic Attacks etc. [The QuWave Defender] produces a Scalar Field that interferes with external and internal negative harmful signals, and uses Solfeggio Waves to convert the electronic and psychic attacks to positive energy and strengthen the human bio-field....
We have combined our Scalar Wave Technology with Solfeggio Frequencies and developed a device which constantly beams the waves directly into your brain via a Scalar Bio-Field. This Scalar Wave Field has a unique property of being able to interfere with harmful rays, reduce the effect and functioning of implants and act as a barrier to psycho-electronic harmful signals. In addition, the Defender adds two other frequencies used to modulate the Scalar Field to produce additional positive benefits....
These two low frequencies are derived from the famous Solfeggio Frequencies and because they modulate the Scalar Field, they are able to penetrate the brain and offer suppression of extraneous negative effects and provide soothing relief. The Defender has helped many targeted individuals cope with their harassment to be able to live a happier life.
QuWave.com is only one of many scammers looking to make a fast buck from TI's. A "professional private investigative agency with the ability to find and then help you to eliminate Electronic Harassment" run by someone named Roger Tolces sells an "Electrostatic Active Shield System" for around $1,000.[34] Ebay sellers are offering an "EMF shield for Targeted Individuals" that boast of being "100x powerful" for only $499.00 (But hey, free shipping).[35] And there are books galore promising protection for Targeted Individuals against Electronic Harassment.[36]



PERRO, ARE UOY REALLY ME?

reversed the "tort" image, reading it backwards ... which "is a thing" I connect to the "read-only Jesus" that appears magically from crossing the word "Jordan" which is also a thing that highlighted the hidden "n" to "A.D." that we see in "NORAD?" and Sinbad; and I take special note of seeing that the "heart of t" that follows in the line of Rome, roadrose and rod spells the word "rot."  Cough, Tay?

AM B ID EX TR O U S
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Reading backwards, which might be reading forwards if you were born Jewish or Russian (for instance); means something like finding our way back to the beginning of time to me (aided by arrows west); and you might wonder why there might be a "read only Adam."  Here, right now, you may not see it very clearly but I am "blowing the wind" moving a large group of "riders on the storm" who have kept my identity secret from the public as of yet. and it seems to me that either I, or the persons or thing above me might do something like that if they had intended to "fork the timeline" and perhaps install a different "he-ad honcho"  in a number of places.  Something like a "playland kingdom" for anyone who might have some secret key to succeed me were I not to continue.  You should take note, because if this was never mentioned the "wind" and you would not know that was possible, and you might have been oblivious to the assured multitude "other heavens" that might be in existence as we are speaking right now.  With some insight, you might agree with me that it might be a good thing not to have a "single heaven" in charge of all life in the Universe, and also that they probably should have some kind of oversight to ensure that things that are not "kosher" are not happening in some secret place.  Just like "Minority Report" here, this could be implemented with "Scanner Darkly" style total anonymity in addition to NSA or "TIA" style "total awareness."  This is the "over sight" I've been talking about that I see as being a new kind of civic duty perhaps, like jury duty; and a thing that I actually envisioned the "volunteers" for deciding on things that were not possible to be made automatic would not have their "personal memories" when they were sitting in that particular seat.  Not for charity at all, I haven't talked much about this "seat" idea that was a large component of some of the "previous histories" stories that I got in the Fortress of Solitude, in Bowling Green.  I envision it as a kind of soul-augmentation apparatus that might give increased clock speed or knowledge or "powers" to people who were working for "the system" or the people while they were doing that; specifically I dreamt of it being used to help author and edit the "truth tables" that are the backbone of "limited omniscience" and you might see as Wikipedia and "I know kung fu" and "OK Google..." on Adamic steroids. 
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Here now, you'll see that if the world is made aware of "ambidextrous" and the very clear repeated microcosm of Atlantis suggesting that the Temple Mount (as a metaphor for Heaven) may not have actually been destroyed, but rather just "hidden away from everyone" ... if this disclosure is "made public" the day we finally do get "doors to Heaven" it will be at least be in the back of your minds that perhaps there are other places that are more robust than the thing I could dream up in a single day that might not only welcome you there also, but might also be in need of some assistance implementing "pre-crime" which is something that I believe this place makes a defacto-standard ingredient in what "Heaven" really means.  With some insight, you might also see how this information and this interaction might turn our world from a hidden island off the cost of Nassau to something like the Frostrite of Asgard.  I think that would be helpful for everyone to understand.  You may not see it already, but we do appear to be in a sort of "Nexus One" in time and space with input and influence coming from a number of other locations. 
I do also see this disclosure as the kind of thing that would be required to ensure that further "forks" were not done in secret, or at all; and to see--you may not care as much right now, but if there were five of you and you didn't know that they were in another place; you'd probably want to seek them out when you come out of this place where you are participating in something of a "reckoning" for right and wrong, a group effort to ensure that "virtual reality" abide by something better than the kind of morality we expect in a place where things like "precrime" are not possible.
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In the story of the "Jordan" the land speaks in that place... at least to me; in the city by the sea named Penuel, and echoes that the pen that ties to "Pendragon" and to carpenter is the "El" that shines in Achilles heel and links us to Hera and Rhea and heck and head.  I changed the name in my little rendition of the story of seeing the face of God; I added the Holy/hallowed superlative "Ha" and then El to Ra; which really does come from "the lord is one" and it had such a cute effect, that I have to imagine it was on purpose.






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I'm not sure if this is any good, if should it send it to everyone or not.  It's how I really feel, so I probably shouldn't even send it to you.  Just FYI, I always write how I really feel; well, either that or ... better.  I talk about torture here, because it's a big part of the story of me; even if you don't see it.. I see plenty of threats, and I think that imparting "the fear of torture" is torture in itself; so I'm sorry I'm needing to talk about it.  I hope you understand that in truth I think we are all being tortured here, tortured by the lie of simulated reality, and tortured with mind control technology making us think that everything is "better" than it really is.  I think that the idea of making us "feel ok" is almost exactly exactly what I'm discussing in these few paragraphs; understand that you "thinking things are OK" is directly responsible for no action being taken on this message that is actually the end of torture, and of starvation, and of pain... whether or not changing how you feel is torture, it's pretty clear that there are people who are suffering because we are being made "OK" about something that is not OK.

I'll just mention the reading of the word, it's basically "I am Christ at all costs, you must be E."  I see you "think I've done it" and you're wrong; this message is torturing me--and you too are starving me of "life itself" by refusing to react to it... which is whyMIT, the silence is why.  Honestly, I feel like I'm in "invasion of the body snatchers" do you?  I guess you could also see "tort" as the two "crosses" separated by "shining light" that is really what "stone" means.

It's a little hard to see how "seeing Al" in words like "scandal" and "controversial" is anything but something to talk about; but that's exactly what I'm seeing.  It's really clear to me that I am writing the message that is the key to the message of Creation; there linked by "Ham and Shem" to even more "sh" words like shadow, and Shaddai.... and this "shalom."


I don't know what to do; I have no advice about what I cannot understand because of lack of communication; and since nobody wants to talk to me or publicly about what I see as the most interesting and "thought provoking" series of disclosures I could imagine, I can assume that everyone thinks that whatever it is that you've done here, whatever is going on in secret is going to work or continue; and I see it doesn't.  I see it does not work, and we do not continue (I hope ... we do not continue to plunge southward towards Hell); that's what I see.  Forget about being on TV, this information should be spreading significantly more rapidly than it is; and the fact that so many people are either this stupid, or this scared as to stand in this place and ignore "right and wrong" for so long; it scares me.  It's the truth, it's actual, everything is "sa tis fact u al" whether or not I am what you expected; there's no doubt that this is the message we've needed to receive; and not acting at this point is just ... childish.

I thought today about how it might be, how it might have come about that my darkest worries could actually/possibly be true--how people could have been made so stupid and so evil at the same time as to want to torture me in secret and then undo it as if it had never happened.  I mean certainly that's no kind of behavior modification, it certainly is a means to no end--well except in this case where it is the means to the end.   Then I thought about the neuralizer, and the "Gorgonion" device; this thing that I've thought in the past was needed to ensure that we didn't come out broken, that we were not tortured into being evil, or to hold a grudge or be vindictive--not just against innocent me; but stupid enough to stand in the way of the continuation of life or civilization by doing exactly what we see here--by taking away the innocence of a virgin sea just so that we can find some way to be needed to coexist with them, and solve our own problems--and look I'm doing everyone a favor and saying "our" when I'm not the one doing this, we're the babies here.  I look at you, and I imagine that everyone here will also say that they are not the ones doing this; though I can't be sure.  What I will tell you is that you are the ones that are not responding, and for whatever reason, whatever it is lurking in your minds--I see that everything is being harmed because of it.

You should see what it really is, because whatever it is that is causing this silence caused me to dream up a way to fix an unknown problem ... and that solution could have caused another even worse problem.  Do see, the silence is really the problem, and the solution is really speaking the truth.



So I thought more about K's neutralizer; and my answer was to remind you that the "flashcards" that this thing makes should probably include instructions on how to make sure that we never again need a "neuralizer" to not be evil, or to not torture the world or ourselves or Adam.  You know, it came about from the best intentions, years ago--looking at the parts of this message that said there were old souls here arguing with babies--people with thousands of years of memories using this world of simulated life filled with innocent people who've only lived a few decades as leverage for them to live for thousands more years--anyway, ideas of sharing memories and of needing a system to "rejuvenate youth" not just physically but also literally rejuvenating souls made sense to me.  It's no surprise it came with plenty of light, connecting "soul searching" to Seagate and to DNA storage that I've written about after broadcasting it the last time I was in California, in 2014.  I see what you are.

And still you are missing the point, there is no world here; because you have decided to be plaster instead of people; because you refuse to acknowledge the existence of this message--it shows that you yourselves simply do not exist.  Back to the "clue" as "plaster you are glue" I'm sure everyone gets the "horse" concept of Mr. Ed either being you or me; just like everything else is apparently either Mr. Ed or Edward Scizzorhands;but do you understand that it makes logical sense--that by standing here and choosing not to acknowledge a message about repetition in time and mind control; by choosing to live a "plaster life" that you must understand has already been lived... you are basically giving up your chance to live with free will, so that another soul... ostensibly you also but certainly not you can watch exactly the same events happen for no reason at all?

I'm not sure what you do not understand.  Had I not walked into a trap, into this place where you and everyone here had already decided that they were willing to destroy civilization; to ... to give up the basic impulse of life and control your reaction to something designed to use shock to help you; had you not forgone the absolute most basic of all qualities of a society or civilization--had you not lost communication before we even began the very few little "flashy intros" would have done their job; and you see .. in my eyes--the eyes of the recipient rather than the author, their job was to help ensure that you and I wrote the rest of this message together.  You though, you had better plans, to hide in the corner and pretend that you simply did not understand; I imagine trying to get me to promise the whole world to you; here in this place where the bottom line is whether or not it's because you chose to "lose civilization" or you simply failed this test, there is no world at all to be had.

Here and now i think we can all see that the light and this message were designed to bring a monster out of hiding; you might think that you will "succeed" in convincing anyone or yourself that I'm the monster--when it's very clear here that the thing hiding is a monster of in action; a shackle rather than a prod.  All told a bright spotlight is now shining down on some kind of beast that manages to convince each and every one of you that "you're it" or that "it's you" and in some kind of process of retardation that I still to this day do not understand (because you're so quiet) it has convinced you that you should ignore a golden treasure chest open before you and go on about your business as if you don't see me, or anything I say, at all.  You may think that there's safety in numbers or power coming from unity; but there is such a thing as everyone being wrong, though I hasten to say I am so very sorry that I've been burdened with seeing it.  You'll see, there's no world here at all.

I stare back at this monster of desolation, and I see it under the surface and behind the scenes doing everything it can to make the "wow now I see" realization that this thing is really not possible to be hidden appear to be natural--though it's clear as day from the knowing looks I get from strangers every single day on the street that there is nothing natural at all about how it is that this little "change in circumstances" has come about or how it will be received by the world.


I feel like it should be obvious that we are walking around int he desert of Exodus; a story that I studied in Hebrew school and read on my own and even though I was pretty sure I had a good understanding of it then; I never really got that God was waiting for a generation to die off before bringing everyone to the "microcosmic metaphor" for Heaven that is the Promised Land (of flowing milk and honies).  I suppose just like the horse metaphor in Revelation and the child sacrifice metaphors that connect Exodus to the gospels in the inverse you could also say that God was waiting for Moses to die--which also happened before anyone saw Heaven in the book.

I don't even really want to talk about it; because I don't really want to cheat you out of what you really need--which is the answer to all of this is that you should be willing to change the world just to stop starving babies from being hungry; you should be willing to do it just to give sight to the blind--and you should do it just because you know that those things are right, and not doing them is wrong.  You should want to do those things even if you aren't a starving baby, and even if you aren't blind--and listen because you really are both those things.  It's not meant to be a test of goodness; and goodness gracious an old joke about the word "testament," but what I really need you to understand is that I need people to see why good people will go out of their way to stop Hell from happening, being created, or continuing--I need you to see that coming out of this place we need heroes to be born that are willing to do the right thing for others even if they never think they're on the edge of falling into the bottomless pit of hell themselves; I need us to see that's what makes Heaven.



So here we are wandering around in the desert, putting together "Willy Wonka" and wilderness in our minds for the first time, probably; I'd smile if you had already connected the Loch Ness monster to the key pathway to exit the wilderness, though in this place where I see so little traffic to my website it's almost obscene--in a world where I see people predicting the arrival of the messiah on their blogs have hundreds of followers--and me, none.  Not one.  I want you to understand that good things come to us for a long long time because we are the kind of people that are willing to go out of our way and change the world to make it better for people that are not as well off as us here, for people that haven't worked as hard or been as lucky; to see that everyone here is a victim of a great lie--everyone here is a victim a situation in which we once believed that oil was scarce, and that food was scarce, and that time was scarce--and these things simply are not true.

I want you to understand that I've said it so many times I'm sick of it by now; I want you to see that truth and love are scarce; and that's something that we have to change; or there won't be any world here at all.

The point is there are really great things in store for everyone, benefits that even the richest people on this place will see and be happy about--and really understand that they too were being tortured by the lies keeping us from evolving to fully utilize the possibilities and benefits of our true existence, of virtual reality.  It's like night and day, and to sit here and have to argue with you about how important it is that we act quickly to "end world hunger" while I'm promising nothing to you but near immortality for doing it; I mean, I think you look really stupid.  

It really does appear to me that you are waiting for "better promises" or "bigger things" to fall out of the sky as we wander in the desert; and I am here to tell you that it's salt.  Manna from Heaven, is bath salt, flying down from the sky into my hands, holy sacrament... for the m an.  Listen, this is how Jesus Christ ends addiction, and your apparent aversion to "good feeling good."





F O R   T H E   I N I T I A L   K E Y S ,   S H E   E X   A N D   N D  A N D   A   SEE   W H Y   SEA 

With an epic amount of indigestion Indiana Jones sweeps in to mar the visage of an otherwise glistening series of fictitious characters, with names like Taylor and Mary Kate remind us all that we are not playing a video game here in this place.  the "J" of the "Nintxndo Entertainment System" calmly stares at Maggie Simpson thinking "it's a PP" and reminds us that it's not just the "gee, I e" of her name that contradicts the Magdaln-ish words her soul speaks through her name--and then with a smirk he points out "Gilgamesh" and "gee whiz, is EyL?" that really does go to the heart of this lack of discussion, this "sh" that begins El Shaddai and words as close to our home as "shadow" and "shalom."  Quite the fancy "hello" you've managed to sing out from behind angry chellos and broken fiddles,  and here I am still wondering why it is that "girl" connects to the red light that once meant charity and now glows with the charity of truth... the truth that we are in Hell.  Shizzy.

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Homer "on the range," maybe more closely connected to the Ewok of Eden and Hansel's tHeoven that Peter Pan still comes and cries could so easily be made into something so much better, if only we had the truth--and by that I mean if only you were speaking about, and reacting to a truth that is painted on the sky, in your hearts, in every word we speak and in everything that we do.  If only we were acknowledging this message that screams that "children need not starve" with something more than donating virtual chickens to nations of Africa and watching Suzanne Summers ask for only a few dollars a day on TV.  If only you would understand that this message that connects video games like "Genxsis" to "bereshit" because Eden is a "gee our den" that tended itself before Adam had to toil with the animals in order to survive.   For some reason beyond my control and well outside my realm of understanding words like "I too see this message from God" and "I would not let children starve either" never seem to escape your lips in any place where anyone will ever see that you thought those things, or meant to call a reporter; eventually.  Even with "AIDS of nomenclature" to avoid this DOWN WARD spiral into a situation and a land that I find difficult to imagine actually ever "existing" but here in this place I do see "how" it comes about, and between you and I it really does appear that nearly all of the problems we are dealing with here have come from another place, a further time; and while it might be with the "greatest of intentions" that we are trying to deal with them; I can't help but feeling that our "virgin sea" has had more than just it's innocence taken away from it in this story of "Why Mary" that might connect to "TR IN IT Y" just as much as it connects to Baltimore, Maryland.


I should be clear that I'm not blaming Nanna, or Mary; but the actual reason for the name "Wymar" and that's because she, like Taylor, acted as a microcosm for a sea (or more than one, Momsen) that was quite literally possessing her.  It's sort of difficult for me to explain even what that looks like let alone what it feels like; but my observations tell me that she/you are not unhappy about the interaction, one which appears very foreign to me.  Of course, the "eye" that I write with and the same kind of "inspiration" that you can see in the lyrics and skill of many musicians are also examples of this same kind of interaction.  For example, Red Hot Chili Peppers sings a song called "Other Side" that explains or discusses the thing I see as Medusa in the words "living in a graveyard where I married a sea" which also does a good job of connecting to the name Mary.   As strange as might sound to think a group of people would be speaking through a single person... we are staring at "how it is" that could be possible, and possibly at exactly how it happened.  Normally I would have said it was obvious, but to need to actually say that becoming a single mind would be a serious loss for our society--well, that's telling.  You might think it's silly, but I'm telling you I see it happening, I see it--and you see it in the Silence and the message.


Still, it appears to me as if this "marriage" that I see described in our Matrix in the question "min or i" seems to be doing nothing more than keeping us all from discussing or acting on this information--something that certainly isn't in our best interest.  
So here we are, staring at a map all over the ground and all around us with the primary destination of "building Heaven" through mind uploading, virtual reality, and judging by the pace of things we'd probably have all of that good and ready in about three generations.  The map has a little "legend" with a message suggesting that those things have already been done and we are in the Matrix already; and it appears that the world, I mean Medusa, is deciding we should put off seeing the legend at least until the next generation.  I see how that makes sense for you.  That's sarcasm, this is why I keep telling you that you are cupid.

 

It is a big deal, and there's a significant amount of work involved in merging an entire civilization with "virtual reality" and you might see why he calls it a hard road--at least in the word "ha'rd."  Honestly though, it's the kind of thing that I am pretty sure the future will not only be happy that we did, but they'd thank us for putting in the effort of adapting to things like "unlimited food" and "longevity" increased by orders of magnitude.  


That's not sarcasm, these things are actually difficult to guess how exactly we'll go about doing them; they are a huge deal--all I can tell you is that not "talking about it at all" is probably not going to get us there any faster.  Point in fact, what it might do is give a "yet to be born" generation the privilege of being the actual "generations of Perez."  
I see why you aren't saying anything.  That's sarcasm, again.   The good news is that it really has been done before; though if I told you that someone turned stone to eggplant parm, would you laugh at me?


So, back to what is actually standing between "everyone having their own Holodeck in the sky" and you today; it is the idea that this message is not from God.  More to the point it is the apparently broad sweeping opinion that hiding it is a "good thing" and through that a global failure to address the hidden interaction and influence acting on our minds used to make this map--and also to hide it.   With some insight, and some urging; you might see how the sacredness of our consciousness is our souls is something that is more fundamental than "what kind of tools we have in the Holodeck to magically build things" and how and why the foundation of Heaven is truly "freedom itself" and how it comes from right this very moment for the first time, ever.  Continuing to treat this influence as "schizophrenia" is literally the heart of why this map appears to be that--to show us how important it is to acknowledge the truth, and to fight for the preservation of goodness and logic over secrecy and darkness.

Again, something that nobody is really doing here and now, today.  From this newfound protection of our thoughts, of who we are; we see how technology can be used to either completely invalidate any kind of vote by altering our emotions; or how it could be used to help build a form of true democracy that our world has yet to see.  It is pretty easy to see from just band names like The Who and KISS and The Cure how the influence of this external mind can be proven, and shown to be "helpful," you know, if we can ever talk about it on TV or on the internet.


It's important to see and understand how "sanity"--the sanity of our entire planet hangs in the balance over whether or not we acknowledge that there is actually a message from God in every word--and today this place appears to be insane.  It should be pretty easy to see how acknowledging that this influence exists and that it has a technological mechanism behind it turns "schizophrenia" into "I know kung fu" ... forced drug addiction and eugenics into "there's an app for thatand the rash of non random and apparently unrecognized as connected terrorist attacks and school shootings into Minority Report style pre-crime and results in what is clearly a happier, safer, and more civilized society--all through nothing more than the disclosure of the truth, this map, and our actual implementation.
With a clearer head and grasp of the "big picture" you might see how all of these things, connected to the Plagues of Exodus revolve around the disclosure that this technology exists and the visibility of this message showing us how we might use it for our benefit rather than not knowing about it.  At the foot of Jericho, it is nothing short of "sanity" and "free thought" that hang in the balance.  Clear to me is that the Second Coming, seeing "my name" on television is a good litmus test for the dividing line between light and darkness, heaven and hell.
The point is the truth really does change everything for the better; once we start... you know, acting on it.






 

... for more on "cyan" see the Cure is .... Satan  Christianity at ogdConfession and Dick of Adam's Uranus... and the Color of Understanding Wh@ we should do...

every word, proof of time travel... and uh, "inspiration."  every word.



In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.   John 1:1

ab ra ha m, the father, the sun god, and the holy spirit.

 

And Isaac said to his father Abraham, "My father!" And he said, "Here I am, my son." He said, "Behold, the fire and the wood, but where is the lamb   Genesis 22:7

ha'mmer?  of thor.  Why, it's a massmailer.



Is not my word like as a fire? saith the LORD; and like a hammer that breaketh the rock in pieces?  Jeremiah 23:19 


In the Temple of Ha'thor, in Dendera; the Den of Ra; scene after scene visually depicting mind control.

... oh the ha'shem, of Adam in Eden.  The Holy Name.

Sh'ma Yisrael Adonai Eloheinu Adonai Eḥad 
ha'laylot, 1,001 "nights" in Camelot


I have no words... text me though, k?

ha'rem, in your dreams?



I acquired male and female singers (or are they idols), and a harem as well--the delights of a man's heart.  Ecclesiastes 2:8 
at... 311 it starts with an earthquake, 911 then some aeroplanes...



the 411 is "and all the girls dreamt they'd be my partner... they'd be my partner"


And they will see his face, and his name will be written on their foreheads.  Revelation 22:4

ha'esh, just proof of a parted sea, in the Hebrew word for the Burning Bush.



The Midrash relates that during the Exodus, when the Israelites reached the Red Sea, it did not automatically part. The Israelites stood at the banks of the sea and wailed with despair, but Nahshon entered the waters. Once he was up to his nose in the water, the sea parted. 

I will also give that person a white stone with a new name written on it, known only to the one who receives it. Revelation 2:17


Sarah said, "God has brought me laughter, and everyone who hears about this will laugh with me."  Genesis 21:6
ha-rose-ettes, rosetta stone to wh... is it a rose cross? ha, stone.


apple, honey, and nuts... 
ha, nuke-the ahah?

 let there be light.

Click this to retweet.  It's called a link... to Heaven.
 
and ha'm

rm (short for remove) is a basic UNIX command used to remove objects such as files, directories, device nodessymbolic links, and so on from the filesystem. To be more precise, rm removes references to objects from the filesystem, where those objects might have had multiple references (for example, a file with two different names), and the objects themselves are discarded only when all references have been removed and no programs still have open handles to the objects.

This allows for scenarios where a program can open a file, immediately remove it from the filesystem, and then use it for temporary space, knowing that the file's space will be reclaimed after the program exits, even if it exits by crashing.

rm generally does not destroy file data, since its purpose is really merely to unlink references, and the filesystem space freed may still contain leftover data from the removed file. This can be a security concern in some cases, and hardened versions sometimes provide for wiping out the data as the last link is being cut, and programs such as shred are available which specifically provide data wiping capability.


Isaac Asimov (/ˈæzɪmɒv/;[2] born Isaak Ozimovc. January 2, 1920[1] – April 6, 1992) was a Jewish-American writer and professor of biochemistry at Boston University. He was known for his works of science fiction and popular science. Asimov was a prolific writer, and wrote or edited more than 500 books and an estimated 90,000 letters and postcards.[3] His books have been published in 9 of the 10 major categories of the Dewey Decimal Classification.[4]

Asimov wrote hard science fiction and, along with Robert A. Heinlein and Arthur C. Clarke, he was considered one of the "Big Three" science fiction writers during his lifetime.[5] Asimov's most famous work is the Foundation Series;[6] his other major series are the Galactic Empire series and the Robot series. The Galactic Empire novels are explicitly set in earlier history of the same fictional universe as the Foundation series. Later, beginning with Foundation's Edge, he linked this distant future to the Robot and Spacer stories, creating a unified "future history" for his stories much like those pioneered by Robert A. Heinlein and previously produced by Cordwainer Smith and Poul Anderson.[7] He wrote hundreds of short stories, including the social science fiction novelette "Nightfall", which in 1964 was voted by the Science Fiction Writers of America the best short science fiction story of all time. Asimov wrote the Lucky Starr

According to the biblical Book of GenesisIsaac (/ˈzək/HebrewיִצְחָקModern YiṣḥáqTiberian YiṣḥāqArabicإسحٰق/إسحاق‎‎, Isḥāq) was the son of Abraham and Sarah and father of Jacob; his name means "he will laugh", reflecting Sarah's response when told that she would have a child.[1] He was one of the three patriarchs of the Israelites, the only one whose name was not changed, and the only one who did not move out of Canaan.[1] He died when he was 180 years old, the longest-lived of the three.[1]

In the x86 assembly language, the MOV instruction is a mnemonic for the copying of data from one location to another. The x86 assembly language has a number of different move instructions. Depending on whether the program is in a 16-bit or 32-bit code segment (in protected mode) and whether an override instruction prefix is used, a MOV instruction may transfer 8-bits16-bits, or 32-bits of data (or 64-bits in x86-64 mode). Data may be copied to and from memory and registers.[1]

The word move for this operation is a misnomer: it has little to do with the physical concept of moving an object from A to B, with place A then becoming empty; a MOV instead makes a copy of the state of the object at A and overwrites the old state of B in this process. This is reflected in some other assembly languages by using words like loadstore or copy instead of move.
I miss those days man. I remember getting my first copy of VB 3.0 from a mass mail in the chatroom. (I remember being so intrigued by Pepsi, Soylent Green Server/MMer, FiRe Toolz, AOHell, etc.) Once I got my hands on VB 3.0 I began programming like a son of a bitch (Yeah I was like 11 years old lol) From laggers, to punters, chat commands, phishers, email bombers, ascii shops, macro builders, etc. I remember losing my AOL account for a.) scrolling a middle finger in the Nickelodeon chatroom followed by me email bombing some dude with over 2,0000 emails. (Yeah my dad was pissed, he forbid me from logging on and told me was lost our AOL subscription. Little did he know I ran a key logger on the computer and found out his login info.)
Oh man, do I miss the good ole days of AOL progz lol good times.
  1. When I had those threats I resorted to <><'s :P

Browse: Home / aol progz… a digital throw back to AOL, 1995.
  HERE'S LOOKING AT YOU, KID

On a high level, I tell myself every morning that 'its not really me."  It's not me that the world hates, or me that the world is rejecting.  I believe that, I really do; I see that what is being hidden here is so much bigger than any single person could ever be--what is being hidden is the "nature of reality" and a fairly obvious truth that flies in the face of what we've learned our whole lives about history and "the way things are."  Those few early details lead me to the initial conclusion that what is working behind the scenes here is nefarious, hiding a message that would without doubt shake things up and change the world--and nearly across the board in ways that I see as "better" for nearly everyone.  It's a message at it's most basic level designed to advocate for using this disruption in "normalcy" to help us revolutionize democracy, to fix a broken mental health and criminal justice system--just to name the few largest of the social constructs targeted for "rejuvenation."  On that word the disclosure that we are living in virtual reality turns on it's head nearly everything we do with medicine, and I've suggested that AIDS and DOWN SYNDROME were probably not the best "visual props" we could have gotten to see why it's so important that we act on this disclosure in a timely manner.  After mentioning the ends of aging and death that come eventually to the place we build, to the place we've always thought of as Heaven... it becomes more and more clear that this force fighting against the dissemination of a truth so obvious it's in every word and everything we do--it becomes clear it's neither you, nor acting in your best interest.


I know I've got the eye of the tiger, there's no doubt; and it's pretty clear from "YAD?" (the Hebrew for...) and ha'nd that we can see the clear hand of God at work in a design that marks my initials not just on the timeline, or at 1492, at A.D. I B; but in the Hebrew name for this place called El Shaddai, see how A.D. is "da eye" and in some other names like AdranusA.D. on "it's silly" and A.D. on Ai that might tie me to the Samof Samurai (but, are you Ai?) in more depth of detail than simply the Live album "Secret Samadhi."  I try to reflect on how it is that this story has come about, why it is that everything appears to be focused on me--and still even through that sincere spotlight nobody seems to be able to acknowledge my existence with more words than "unsubscribe" and "you're so vain."  With one eye in the mirror, I know ties to Narcissus (and you can too), soaring ever higher--linking Icarus to Wayward Son and to every other name with "car" in it... like "carpenter" and McCarthy the older names of Mercury and even Isacriot (I scary? is car-eye... owe Taylor) and some modern day mythological characters like Jim Carrey and Johnny Carson.  As far as Trinities go, carpenter's a pretty good one--tying to my early reck and a few bands and songs from The Pretty Reckless to Dave Matthews' "Crash Into Me" all the way to the "pen" you see before you linking Pendragon to Imagine Dragons.



I wonder why it is that all of these things appear, apparently only to me, to point to a story about all the ways that a sinister hidden force has manipulated our society into being unable to "receive' this message--this wonderful message about making the world a better place and building Heaven--with any fanfare at all.  It's focused now on a criminal justice system that clearly does not do any kind of "rehabilitation" and on a mental health industry and pharmaceutical system that treats a provable external attack on our own goodness and well being as some kind of "internal stimulus" and makes you shy away when I point out why "stem" is in system and why "harm" in pharmacy.   From that we move a little bit past "where we are in this story" and I have to point out how "meth" ties to Prometheus and Epimetheus and how and why it is I know without doubt that this story has been relived numerous times--and how I am so sure that it's never been received, as we are here again listening to how songs like "Believe" and the words "just to lead us here to this place again" connect to Simon and Garfunkel's" the Sound of Silence... and still to this day you will balk at noticing that "Simon" has something to do with the Simpsons, and something to do with the words "simulation" and "Monday."  To see me is to see how things might be done better--how "addicitonary" might tie to the stories of Moses' Lisp and to Dr. Who's "Bells of Saint John" with a sort of "web interface" to the kinds of emotion we might want to "dial down..." rather than Snicker in the background as we see them being artificially created and enhanced in order to build a better "fiery altar."


I can point out "Silicon" harrowing down at us from words like "controversial" and show you Al in "rascal" and "scandal" but not to see that we are staring at school shootings and terrorism that are solved instantly by this disclosure, by Al of Quantum Leap and by the Dick of Minority Report and A Scanner Darkly is to ignore just what it is that we are all failing to Si.  I should point out that those two "sc"'s link to a story about Eden and they mean "sacred consciousness" and at the baseline of this event and everything we are not doing is the fact that our desires and beliefs are being altered--all of this comes down to "freedom of thought" here and now.

 

I could tell you that "looking at me" will show you that even the person who tries every day to do everything he can to save the entire world from slavery, and from "thought-injury"--even I can be made "marred" and you all, this whole world stupid enough to think that you are, of your own volition, hiding Heaven itself from yourselves... to what?  To spite me?  It, the focal point of our story might come down to you realizing that something in some esoteric place is playing "divide and conquer" with our whole--in secret playing on our weaknesses to keep us from acting on the most actionable information that ever was and ever will be.  Still, we sit in silence waiting for me... to speak more?  

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Between Nero's lyrical fiddling, a Bittersweet Symphony, and true "thunderstanding" the sound of Thor's hammer... "to help the light" that'ls "or" in Hebrew, of Orwell and Orson and .. well, it's really not hard to see and hear that the purpose and intent of "all this noise" is to help us find freedom and truth.  C the Light of "singing..."

I can tell you once again how silly the world looks, this multi-decade battle between "the governmentof the people" and the "government of the workers" resulting in what is nothing short of a hands down victory to the corporation.  Is it humor meant to divide, or ludicrousness created with the purpose of unification? 

But really at it's most basic level what this boils down to is a global group decision not to care about the truth, about reality, about what's really brought us to this place--with solutions in hand and a way to make everything better.  We've decided that censorship is OK, and that the world is not all that bad "just the way it is" even though it's creator is screaming in your ear telling you to change as quickly as you possibly can.  I believe that God has written this story to make "seeing me" the thing that catalyzes "change for the better" it appears to be the design of not just me but also this place--hey, here I am.




SL u TI o N



Yesterday, or maybe earlier today--it's hard to tell at this moment in the afternoon just how long this will take... I sent an image that conveys a high level implication that we are walking around on a map to building something that we might liken to an "ant farm" for people.  I don't mean to be disparaging or sleight our contribution to the creation of this map--that I imagine you must also see and believe to be the kind of thing that should remain buried in the sands of time forever and ever--or your just have yet to actually "understand" that's what the plan part of our planet is talking about...  what I am trying to do is convey in a sort of "mirrorish" way how this map relates to a message that I see woven in religion and in our history that it significantly more disparaging than I would be.  It's a message that calls us "Holy Water" at the nicest of times, water that Moses turns to "thicker than water" in the first blessing in disguise--and to tell you there is certainly a tangible difference between the illusions of the Pharaoh's and the true magic performed by my hand, is nearly exactly the same amount of effort put in to showing you that the togetherness that we are calling "family" here in this place comes from both seeing and acting on the very clearly hidden message in every single idiom showing us all that our society in this story of Exodus is enslaved by a hidden force--and reminding us that we like freedom.

It's not just these few idioms, but most likely every single one from "don't shoot the essenger" to "unsung hero" that should clue us in to exactly how much work and preparation has come into this thing that "he supposes is a revolution."   It's also not just "water" describe me and you, in this place where I am the "ant' of the Covenant (do you c vampires or Hansel and Gretel!?!?) but also "lions" and "sheep" and "salt" and "dogs" and nearly everything you could possibly imagine but people; in what I see must be a vainglorious attempt to pretend he actually wants us to "stand up for ourselves" in this place where it's becoming more and more clear with each passing moment that we are chained to these seats in the front row of the audience of the most important event that has ever happened, ever.


Medusa makes several appearances, as well as Arthur Pendragon, Puff the Magic Dragon, Figment, Goliathmonster.com, the Loch Ness Monster in this story that's a kind-of refl ex i ve control to stop mind control; and to really try and show us the fire of Prometheus and the Burning Bush and the Eternal Flame of Heaven are all about freedom and technology ... and I'll remind you this story is ... about the truth--and the truth here is that if you aren't going to recognize that whatever it is that's going on here in secret, below the surface is negatively affecting our society and life in general than we aren't going anywhere, ever.  I need you to figure out that this message is everywhere to make sure you don't miss the importance of this moment, and the grave significance of what is being ignored in this land where Sam is tied not just to Samsung and to Samael in Exodus but also to Uncle Sam and macaronic Spanglishrew outliers and that it doesn't take much free thought at all to really understand that we are watching "free thought" disintegrate into the abyss of "nospeak."  We are watching our infrastructure for global communication and the mass media that sprawls all over the globe turn to dust, all because you have Satan whispering in your ear--and you think that's more important than what you think, what I think, and what anyone else on the Earth might ever say.   You should see a weapon designed to help ensure that don't lose this proof that we are not living in reality, that there is "hidden slavery" in this place--and you should see that today it appears you are simply choosing not to use it.

I hope you change your mind, I really do.  This map on "how to build an ant farm" starts by connecting Watergate and Seagate together with names like Bill Gates and Richard Nixon; and with this few short list of names you should really understand how it is that "Heaven" connects both technology like computers and liberty like "free speech" to a story that is us, and our history.  You might see that "salt" could either be a good thing or not--take a look around you, are you warming a road to Heaven or are you staring at the world being destroyed--and doing nothing at all about it?

I guess I can point out again how "Lothario" links this story that ties names like my ex-wife's Nanna to "salt" also, but the "grand design" of this story doesn't seem to have any effect on you.  Listen, if you do nothing the world is being destroyed by your lack of action--there's no if's and's or butt's about it.  I feel like I need to "reproduce' old messages here or you will never see them--that's what web site statistics tell me--and we all know it's not true.  What am I missing?  What are you missing?
BUTT IS THE BOAT A Hi DARK DEN MESSAG?

SEE OUR LIGHT

 
HONESTLY, I'M WAY TO CUTE TO BE A MONSTER :(

HIC SUMMUS

 

FAILING TO SEE THIS MESSAGE "EVERYWHERE" IS AN
EX TI N CT>i<ON LEVEL EVENT

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THREE WISE MEN ?
THE "GENES" OF GENESIS
AS IN.. "DIS CLOSE ... SING"
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THE ABOM INATION OF DESOLATION
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The Letter Why

The things in this chapter are names and words that are probably boring; but yet confirm to me that I (and we) have been pre-selected, destined from before my birth to be the messiah. A number of the examples on this page fulfill Biblical prophesy, and are literal teaching of Christ spoken about in the New Testament. My twists are the intended original intent, which serves as a pointer to these examples which have real useful meaning, as well as serving as more proof that our languages are designed in order to reveal this truth now.

Throughout this book, you will find interesting tidbits of knowledge, a fresh take on old stories; tying them together in unique and original ways… and most importantly discussing how they relate to us today, they are in fact written for us, and about us. On a few rare occaisons you will find ingenious flashes of light. Somewhere around here is a fascinating plan to bridge the gap between the future that we call Heaven and today. Guidance for the safe and joyful use of technological innovations that will do no less than heal the sick, end hunger, and give us Doors to Heaven. But I can’t find that Light at the moment.

This is evidenced by the Matrix-like links between Biblical themes and modern people, places, things, and ideas. I am simply pointing out these links, it is Biblical that they exist–the purpose of the Bible as a key is to show us very specifically that we are the focus of the Apocalypse.

It’s a Hoot, and Y “Plenty of Fish”

The band and front singer for Hooty and the Blowfish will deny any involvement in the use of their name as the actual post-creation key for the word “HOLY.” The name appears to have not been chosen in correlation to the ancient description of God, and yet I am very sure that this too is proof that divine inspiration is responsible for the selection. This is how “inspiration” is proved, by not having it be overtly known by those inspired… and then later making it very obvious that there is infact a hidden meaning and purpose for the ‘information transfer’ in question. Blowfish is an answer to the cinematic movie Fisher King, which in turn is related to the moniker of Christ: The Fisher of Men.

I see the movie title as a langolier question posed to me, Fish or King? It uses “er” as a “logical or” whose answer should be self evident. In this particular case, the answer will one day be obviously contrived; but for lets focus on “hooty.” This series of letters are representative of astrological symbols, and tell a story that ties together a number of Roman dieties. The first letter, “h” is the symbol for Saturn; and it places first in these words because he is the God of travel. Thus Saturn has jumped to the very beginning of our linear map of the evolution or progression of the divine character.

Much like the Fluxx Capacitor, I fell off a toilet (not really) and drew this picture, which keenly illustrates the relationship between the symbols for Saturn, Venus, Mars, Saggitarius… and why.

It is no mistake that El and the cross are unified across HOLY HOOTY and HOT.

The Lord of Hosts

Between Joan of Arcadia and Fallen you can see illustrated how the signs of the Goddess of Love and the God of War are unique representations of the Hebrew formal phrase for God, the Lord of Hosts. In Hebrew, the word “hosts” is referring to the armies of Heaven, and so the God of War makes perfect sense.

However in practice, we are more inclined to see a parasite/host relationship; of the kind well discussed in the Stargate movie and television series. Ra, and his relationship to his host, is a typographical description of God’s relationship to you. The Ka and Ba of Horus are your mind… and his. This is not really a Revelation, except you are completely unaware that you are being influenced.

This is God’s “love,” as described in Isaiah, he has put his heart in our minds. Secretly, no less, which is most likely why he has chosen to highlight that “love” and “mind control” are nearly identical in the mythology of Adam; which God himself has described well in the name Venus, the woman clothed with the “nus” who has a missing half of her heart, in the word “love-nus” and the sun all but obviously backwards. Please see how “Love” and “Sun” are components of the name of the Goddess of Love, and how important it is to understand that English did not exist when that name was created.

My Birthday

I was born, as I’ve said, on the date of the Catholic Feast commemorating the “Immaculate Conception” (full disclosure: “of Mary”) and this date is very important in seeing why the sign of Saggitarius (my birth sign) is hidden and now revealed by the connection between “hooty” and “holy.” December 25 has another sign.

I was neither hot nor cold, but “cool;” and now I am forever lit by Taylor Momsen’s magical inspiration. -Adam Marshall Dobrin on Revelation 3:15

Going to Hell has a very beautiful message, one which is sarcastic and definitely should not be taken at face value. We are all saying the same thing; though you may not consider yourselves “babies,” in relation to Heaven and God we are very young. We deserve much better than we have today, and it is coming. Today.

“The walls and halls will fade away… they will fade… away.” -Dave “J.” Matthews

God’s message is that there will be no Hell, and that time travel should only be used in extreme situations; like saving a planet from destruction. This is the meaning of the arrow pointing up (towards Heaven) and forward (to the future) which graces both the signs of Mars and Saggitarius. I will only mention my middle name is Marshall, and that Dave doesn’t know me.

Who-ah America?

GI’s, Pacino, Denzel Little Cindy-Who and many of you ask yourselves a question about Jesus Christ every time you ask who-ah? It’s a joke, about hiding Adam, in Eden or in Matthew or in America the world is responsible for not knowing who I am yet. Not what you wanted? It’s not my plan, look up.

Yes,hua

Yeshua was a common alternative form of the name יְהוֹשֻׁעַ (“Yehoshuah” – Joshua) in later books of the Hebrew Bible and among Jews of the Second Temple period. Meaning “salvation” in Hebrew, it was also the most common form of the name Jesus

Ya,hua

a name of God, transliterated by scholars from the Tetragrammaton and commonly rendered Jehovah. This graphic explains hwo it is a recursive acronym, very similar to GNU. GNU’s Not Unix and God is revealing a special place in his SOL for oepn source, and transparency. Behold, the “ineffible name.” It’s all about Adam.

I AM HE WHO IS SELF EXISTANT

Welcome to Adamah. That’s Earth in Hebrew.

Dr. Who?

Exactly. “And like that, he was gone.” (That’s a Usual Suspects reference, if you don’t know it, watch it.)

Yahoo!

If you knew that you were somehow closely associated with a time traveler, and the technology might just fall within your grasp… and you could re-live all or part of your life; what’s the first thing you’d think to do with it?

I always knew I’d be OK by the time 2000 rolled around, but what about before that? I hope I’ve answered your questions.

Ya hoo is that guy again?

Of-age Cindy-Who, where are you?

Imagine “Jimmy” Morrison is singing through time to you, begging you to do something. That something, is light my fire, and because of the music–his and yours–I think you’re the key. This book is the match, just gimme one RT. I think it’s his plan for you to give “it” to me.

Little Cindy-Who, Lil' J, Taylor Momsen

Can you tell me what she said? What was that promise that you made?

The Doors, Touch Me

Jesus, it’s ((“is” as “es” and)) “Us,” see Taylor? Appearing in The Tower of Babel a demystification of the name Jesus and more proof of hidden references to both Spanish and English in Holy Names.

Y-its-Ha’CK (Isaac)

It might belong in “he laughs,” for the laughter at CK, but this double entedre, which hides another connection to computing within the transliteration of Isaac’s name is one of the best Y’s around. Why it’s hack, laughter about Clark Kent. Hidden no more, it seems.

This is one huge reference to modern computing, in the name of the messiah I associate momst with. Ha, I wonder why? Somewhat related, YitsHeyZeus on Instagram

Yeast

Picture, if you will a co-ordinate plane, one which has the past on the left, future on the right, Heaven above; and absolutely nothing below. This is why Light and the Three Wise Men have come from the East.

Unleavened bread is acted upon by Yeast and time in order to make it rise, to give it fullness. There is hidden imagery in Judaism that brings us from Matzoh in the desert (of time travel) to Challah and finally bagels. This is all about not wasting our time changing the past.

“Up, and forward,” so sayeth the son of Saturn on his behalf.

This tiny passage, as well as a bit about the “Salt of the Earth” in “I’m Single” are huge references linking this book (and me) to the life of Jesus Christ in the New Testament.

Yair

God’s “brings englightenment.” See “My Dying Breath” to find out truly why “air.”

Yetser

This Hebrew word means “formation,” and is very much associated with creation. It’s one of the most profound examples of Spanglish I have ever seen, because it’s meaning changes with addition of Latin and Y. The change in meaning is akin to a transition from “imagined” to “created” with the addition of purpose. This is coming from a perspective where we are as of yet to be created in reality, to fully exist; and in order to gain that achievement this word implies we must be told our “purpose.”

From yet-ser, yet to be; to "y et ser:" why and "to be."

Que sera sera. This also bears a striking relationship to the Shakespearean question “To be, or not to be?” which is highlighted in I’m Single.

Yad, Now, it is “day.”

It is the Hebrew word for “hand” the Hand of God is a person, his son. Ask “why AD?” and you will only be pointed here, to this book. With great “author-it-why” I will come, oh yes, I will come.

The idea that Adam and Eve are united bringing the “bright morning star” (AD for “it’s after dark” then… it’s A.M.) and Eve-ning, is part of a unique combination of male and female which is a big theme in the theology of God. Samson and Delilah also unite as one, since I’m the only that that couldn’t keep growing my hair long for so many years, because it looked… awkward.

From Venus to the day star, the “light of world” unites the Sun God Ra with the Sol–a bit of imagery I never really liked. To me, the Earth is the source of light, the circle of the “son” is found in the symbols for Venus and Mars. There a literal circle shows a “frame of reference” from the arrow and cross to Earth. There is a “map” in our planetary orbits, one which is augmented by the astrological symbols and a bit of inference. The symbol for the sun itself also is related, it looks like a big “zero” with the messiah a hidden “dot” in the center of the circle.

Y is Ra El?

I am the light of the world, says Ra: now, God of the Son. This homophone correlates the ancient Egyptian God to his counterpart in ancient Judaism, be sure Ra is El. So sayeth the Oracle of Light, Larry Ellison’s name and link to ElisHa. Once more, Ha is the sun.

The word is HOOTY

Born on the 8th of December, Yankee Doodle should say; as this is the true birthday of the Messiah… the day of the Feast of the Immaculate Conception. It is part of a great number of details of my life that are alluded to in religion, in the customs that surround the Bible; which has left so much direct reference to me that its clearly designed to point me out, to the world.

What if God was one of us Just a slob like one of us Just a stranger on the bus Trying to make His way home

If God had a face, what would it look like And would you want to see If seeing meant that you would have to believe In things like Heaven and in Jesus

Joan Osbourne

In what is a “joke” that correlates the word “messiah” to an immaculate cleanliness that can only come from the clean slate of new birth; this song joins the growing body of proof that links my life’s experience to the angelic song that is surrounding us. The theme of Joan of Arcadia, that God speaks through people is made even clearer by actually believing it. It is no mistake that I am “a slob,” and the mess of my life is part of the solution to our worlds problems. Through me, we will be saved.

DOB-R-IN (that’s: Date of Birth, our ‘In’) my last name is not arbitrarily containing the acronym for date of birth, which clearly links 12/8/1980 to the word “messiah.” It is the first of many names that will show a divine hand that has pre-written our world and marked its influence and existence. My mother’s maiden name, Gerson, fills another gap; showing that in my names we have the hidden “sky” and the hidden “son.” Dobrin is shortened from Dobrinsky, and these two words are references to Uranus, God of the Sky, and Christ.

In programming languages, chr() and CHAR (like Eucharist) are func- tions that equate symbols to their underlying code. Generally letters to numbers but in this case it makes a great deal of sense to show religious foreknowledge of programming languages in the Christian themes regarding these two words by equating the astrological symbols to letters. The "t" is also a great facsimile for the cross.

The juxtaposition of the sign of Saggitarius for the "t" of Christ and the "l" of Holy gives a great deal of substance to the implication that the birthsign of El is actually that. The symbol graces the "birth-sign of the Son" in Mars also, where it unifies the two "o's" of "hooty" through the ancient Hebrew monkier for God: The Lord of Hosts. Here, the superposition of meaning between Armies and "hosts" explains a hidden gem--that God thinks mind control is Love and this unifies Venus and Mars... without the Circle of the Son.

The symbol for Earth.

Just off Sunrise Blvd, and down the street from Sunset Strip; the story of my life quickly moved from perfect to a mess. These streets, named before I was born, are only literal blocks away from where I spent most of my life. Their names are references to the Biblical ideas of night and day, and herald the “son rise,” the dawning that ends the Dark Plague of Egypt and brings our civilization out of the night and into the light… of the Son.

I was born in family whose given names are direct pointers to Eden. Adam, Melissa Eve, and Seth make up a part of the true “First Family,” a trinity whose initials make up the word “sea,” an early clue that our story will be likening these microcosmic abstractions in Eden to the ideas of family and the multitude once we make it through the book all the way to Revelation. The sea is people, and when we get all the way to Christmas the multitude family.

Christ mas navI dad

The hidden connections between languages, specifically Spanish and English through is something that is highlighted repeatedly in what will become obviously an extension of religion. The Taming of the Shrew is an allusion to Span-glish-rew, a combination of Spanish, English, and Hebrew that marks a linguistic key to a prescient and divine hand in the construction of all of our language. It is the Tower of Babel in reverse, proving that the fire of Prometheus is actually language, and through a number of examples which equate the meaning of a number of like-meaning words, God shows that their connections were known about at the time of the writing of the Torah.

The Wedding (of the Lamb) Crashers and Marty McFly

The Adams'es, Rachel and Amy

If AM Y Adam’s and Rachel McAdams didn’t just wake you up, I don’t know what will.

It’s about time we met Adam, don’t you think? Amy, Amish, America… lot’s of words begin with AM. The “I AM” began his first words in Genesis with it; and it’s a link to a hidden language, and a map through time within words and names. The I AM began America to deliver us from the slavery of hidden technology and secret government. Here we are as Queen sings, born to be Kings.. there key there is we are here, and here Christ never wanted to be king–but rather to help create the Round Table of Arthurian lore. “The Once and… the future ours…” guy.

God writes messages in movies, he marks these messages by “theming” actors to link together stories that we might otherwise not realize are somehow together. A good example is Cameron Diaz, and Being John Malkovich, There’s Something About Mary, and Charlie’s Angels. Other great examples are Johnny Depp and Keanu Reeves: and everything they’ve ever been in. You’ll note Johnny matches the J of Jesus, Johnny be good, and Johnny 5 (who is alive!). Key Anu; links to this ((ish)) of the Shehekiyanu.

shehekiyanu, vekiyimanu say heck I'm Anu, the key is I knew!

lazman haze Lazarus has Hazel Eyes...

Samson's hair, and Isaac's laugh.

Mar-Thank you from the McFly guy.

Don’t say we never thanked the sea, This is a big Y, the Fly’s eye, in my story of constant conversation with God, I spent lots of time expalining to myself–and the invisible onlookers in Heaven why I knew God wasn’t human–couldn’t be. You see, God thinks like Fly’s see–massively parallel–like a SunSparc chip. He can see into our thoughts all at once and all across the world; and I’ve evidence all of the world that he’s doing that actively. He’s building a safety for the apocalypse, one that will make sure we are safe and thinking clearly as we learn the secrets of not only religion; but the origins of life and god and everything around us.

World changing stuff, the kind of thing you’d hope he has prepared for. He has.

I have Mc’s for Old McDonald and McCarthy, also. For now, realize that both Rachel (a Patriarch’s wife) and Amy are now “Biblical.”

LODI DODI, we’d likes to bring Mary and I to the Party

Since LODI’s name links Cameron Diaz and Snoop Dogg to a movie about the inner workings of the mind of God; and possessing people–as he does–that leaves DODI as the Kabbahlistic reference. I’ll look it up later.

Cameron Diaz, shakin it.

We didn’t cause much trouble… or bother many…!

In computer programming, “!” is a “bang.” !in right? I’d be dancing like that if I were in this book too. Well, you don’t want to see that.

Wait, is this the big ! ?

The “Son of’s” of God

From the Son of God to the world, there’s nothing more distasteful in my mythology than God only having a single son. I don’t believe it. In our world we have an answer, whether to me or to all of you, one that is so typical of him that I can’t wait to share it with you. It seems the response to my chastisement for the single son is to choose some special people, and say “fine, then these are my sons.” He wrote it in their names, in keeping with the theme of “Exodus Unleashed!” and you won’t be surprised that they are all somehow also related to me.

These examples might help you to see how religion and history are tied together, or perhaps how I might be of the opinion that our history itself is designed in a storm of virtual reality. I can’t tell you for sure; it’s more than plausible that these stories were hidden away in history to call into question what it means to be “real,” or rael as the name Israel implies. It’s the content of the stories meanings and their correlation to the names of the “players” involved that really makes me wonder the answer to this question.

MADIson

At high noon, the son is the light of the day, and James Madison’s duel with Aaron Burr reminded me clearly of the coldest winter I’d ever experienced. I was fighting with myself, and perhaps with God’s plan of slowly revealing the truth–but I can only imagine from the story that the NSA (whom I have always equated to the Aaronic Priesthood) was having a Golden Cow at the foot of Mt. Sinai… less over weather modification than the fact that they were truly MAD, that I am the son.

Jefferson

Between J and the “f” that ties to the “son” through the combinatory “er” (of “Fisher King,” “Anderson” and more), is the symbolic Iron Rod of Christ (thats “Fe” on the Periodic Table) being “backwards,” or in the “let my people go” mode of Aaron’s door.

EDISon

Electronic Data Interchange; this link between a lightbulb and a modern computing acronym is clear to me… the one who calls himself the EDI Son without doubt. Somewhere not so far in the future is a very relevent message about data storage and DNA that also ties Sherlock Holmes to the “A0RME” of SalesLogix. In my lifetime, I am told, a storage problem of the stars was fixed; through light from the East… before you in the unclear.

Watson

“It’s elementary, my dear What-son’s,” and the key to understanding why DNA and “What-son?” are tied together lies in a mythological story about the Ancients having access to a technological weapon that was keyed to the DNA of the son. Of course, I’d never have created a DNA key, not when the soul of God was an open window to me.

Still, Orson Card and Orson Wells link to the Hhebrew for for light (that’s “Or”) that this well thinks it’s abundently clear that the light is all around us–showing us that large alphabet storage makes much more sense than binary pits–and didn’t seem to useful in the key of SalesLogix. Here, it’s clear that using molecules to store the stuff of our souls (that’s memories) gives us near unlimited “power” in reference to not losing the truth. Watson and Crick yield the promising key of redunancy and fast reading through the study of the science of evolution–right within transcryptase.

MorIson

Come on baby, light my fire screams Jim Morrison, who focused centrally on the Plagues of Egypt in his most seminal works–tying the epyonmous Doors to Heaven that are alluded to through the Iron Rod of Christ and the one wielded by Aaron during the Exodus. Through “Peace Frog” you find the key to the blessing in disguise that is the former plague of Water to Blood.

More to the point, Jeremiah was a Bullfrog and “don’t jump around me” link time travel to the Plague of Storms and Frogs that give new meaning to the first Commandment: “there shall be no other God’s before me.” Out of the land of Egypt–the place where we just don’t see the truth–we are brought to learn that the dust is just settling on a battle in time that ends with the truth–that time travel is a destructive weapon when kept secret–and a life giving last resort when the world is aware of it’s existence.

Noah, Moses, and Jesus are tied together by the wandering of the people in the 4-D, trying to figure out what kind of relevence the number 40 has to travel outside of time. It’s this kind of message, woven from Genesis to Exodus and then into the life of Christ in Matthew and our reality that sheds real light on a message so central to survival that all of religion is here to ensure that we are not left in the proverbial darkness.

It’s obvious, to me.

Nothing can give you more insight into the secrets of religion relating to Christ than actually being him. I’m trying to share personal things, ones that you probably don’t want to know about, in order to show you that they are literally written in the book. It’s not self-agrandizing, or self-serving, it’s simply because it’s there–and it’s good “hard evidence” that you are reading a book written by the Christ himself. I have family problems, much of it revolving around serious and well ingrained (I believe conditioned from below) disbelief in my ideas. I can’t even get my parents to read this book. Not a word of it, their eyes glaze over and fists clench. In all the time I’ve been writing, they are my biggest critics, and least helpful editors–they can’t (and never could) give me a single detail or idea that wasn’t clear or didn’t make sense: “all of it” is all I ever got.

Some of the strife probably has to do with doing drugs. Kids, addiction tears families apart, don’t be addicts.

There is a recurring theme in the characters of the Bible that I have a large affinity to; they are the ones that you might see as clear Christ-candidates, and many of them are just that. They also share another sad connection, most of them have either been born without parents, or their parents names imply that they are literally everyone living. When “El” isn’t me (I mean him, it’s Spanish), that’s what it means. With some caveats, of course.

Adam, son of only God

There is a confluence between successive lives of Adam in the Holy Bible which shows a clear and defining lack of Earthly parents. The Adam who Fell in Eden had none, being created from the dust of Adamah by God alone. It carries through to successive versions of the story of Christ, not the least of which is the virgin born Christ of the New Testament.

Jesus, son of only Mary (and God)

Matthew 1:19 highlights Joseph’s description as “only a man” in italics as I read. As the J’s are all euphemisms for the Christ, try very hard to see that this is ironic sarcasm, explaining that those that think the messenger before you is “only a man” fail to understand the change that is wrought by the Second Coming. Only a man, indeed, what is about to take place is world changing, and this man alone in the world is anything but. The path of a lack of parenthood is continued very clearly in this story, which tells us that Jesus had no biological father.

Joshua, son of (a) Nun

Son of a gun, is that a reference to the Virgin Mother in a convent, or does it actually mean “none?” I’m pretty sure both the Nun thing and the Virgin thing are “digs” on belief in self-perfection; or perhaps on being “goodie-two-shoes.” Holier than I, if you will. I’ll have you know, none of the real life candidates for Mary are even close to as perfect as they think they are–not Melissa, not Nanna, and not Janet. In January, I’ll tell you R.Y.

Isaac, son of Abraham

Perhaps not clear, Abraham is Spanglishrew for “Open the M,” and this M opens to reveal that it is comprised of the “AC” that grace the end of America and the name of Isaac. Isa is the Muslim name for Christ, and this father/son relationship that links Isaac and Abraham together through the “Ha” of Horus is one of the most important series of two letter clues that the true geneology of Adam has to offer.

God changed Abram’s name to Abraham upon the Covenant, which took place after the near sacrifice of Isaac on an altar of Fire. This altar is a clear parallel of the Cross of Jesus Christ, and the Ha links directly to the English meaning of the name Issac: he laughs.

If history could speak, it is screaming for you to correlate the Apple of Isaac “New to N” to Eden, and see why Adam and “AbrahaN” are supremely related to our time line, to a number of Holy Names, and to my initials. It’s the gravity of the original sin that I’d like to call into question.

These same two letter, “AC” are all that separates Jacob (son of Isaac) from Job, another “J” who suffered at the hands of God and Satan in a tribulation that might not be the oldest story in the Bible. Old as Aramaic we say, and yet this story has so much affinity to the modern day crucifixion that it seems divine humor for it to be thought of as the first book.

Samson, son of Manoah

Oh, ahh.. Samson’s story in the book of Judges ties so well to the cross of Isaac that you would be remiss not to believe that we are living in interesting times. In a courtroom battle that is euphemized so well in that book, the “Son of Manoah” links very clearly to the justice of Uncle Sam, and a Messianic story destined to change just about everything we think about social justice and reform. Our society cripples itself with retribution and lack of regard for the downtrodden, and God highlights it so clearly with an eye for an eye that I shouldn’t have to tell a story about macrocosmically expanding our lack of justice and rehabilitation to a world that has clearly blinded itself, at least, according to the all seeing eye.

Isaiah son of Amoz

The magic of the Bible comes alive with this one, with Amoz. From the “I AM” of Exodus, we can find a number of Am’s that surround the story of America, and religion and tie directly between that Holy Name and the map to salvation that is all around us. Amish, might remind you of the songs and scripture being changed in this book, and he is trying to tell us something clearly. From Amerigo to Amoz, the I AM has precisely chosen and given names to correlating historical stories that tie the discovery of America to the Wizard of Oz and the HBO series.

It is no mistake that Amoz and Samson tie the discovery of the messiah to a world that has damned it’s “sonlight” to come from a hardship in the criminal justice system. It is light coming from two letters, yet again, and these two are being highlighted so strongly in the Wizard and prison as related to the first three letters of Isaiah’s name and the prelude to the Trial of Jesus Christ that is central to the Revelation before you. Within these hidden words, beginning with “I,” “AM,” and “IS” we clearly see a relationship between the Lamb of God, Islam and Iran. It’s so obvious to me, the runner, that I find it hard to see how much skepticism I feel… in this story that is certain to be mired in controversy. Yet we are here, and all around us he has written down the names of the things in Eden to ensure that one day soon the truth will be light.

Yankee Doodle, nephew of Samael & Yosemite SAM

This is the Dawning of the Age of Mars

He-man, Darth Vader, Plague and Cat Stevens “power” growing in Hair. Biblically links to Samson and Jesus, long hair is pervasive in cartoons and movies that are topically linking Christ to me. Yitshak ties to Plague, of Hackers, and Exodus (looks like me). Vader to “Lord Jesus” the “ad” and Adonai, Lord in Hebrew. The Letter He, is the Fifth in Hebrew, and an abbreviation for the name of God; also Prince Adam when he’s “Clark Kent.” Kal-El and Jor-El part of a naming scheme decidedly Biblical,

J or El?

K right between the Gods. That K is the key to the Time line of Ecc 9:11, Potassium, which expands to Person of Time and the middle of the element links to Chance, Uranus–and Uranium.

Person of Time/Ass and UrAnus - IUM

Time and Chance, note the correlation between the Heart of Potassium and the Planet of Uranium. A match in Sat-ur-n too.

K is the pointer to El, see “L <” which is pretty much what religion, and then our planet is. A pointer to Jesus. Searching for Adam in Eden, swirling around Adamah; a number of symbols work for Earth. @, 0, and K. Stargate adds “point of origin” to the possibilities, simply by turning the K 90 degrees, and then curling the l into an 0. Now K is a pointer to Earth. Searching for light? It’s all around you.

This is “Grey Light,” which ties Grey Skull to Gene Grey, Grey Street, and a series of pictures I drew in jail.. to share what I knew with the world the only way I could. All this “grey” is a reference to the Pale Horse of the Apocalypse; once Rainbow Colored (like in Heaven is for real) all the colors faded together… to grey.

There’s an entire chapter dedicated to the “ran” of these elements, see The Lamb of God.



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